that I have a bizarre sense of humor, and that I sometimes talk loud and stops listening to people, abrupt or even talk over them, that I "look so serious" and sometimes act weird in general WTF??? Why would you even tell someone such things?
I don't drink alcoholic beverages, I do my best to be polite and courteous (as I remember), I ask intelligent questions now and then, I dress nice and causally, I am respectful and not obnoxious. I only talk when I deem myself having something interesting to say. I already take utmost precaution in following these social rules. (yes, I sometimes say things of topic, mostly because if not soon expressed the sentences that comes to me might run the risk of be forgotten, which would be ashame because after all they are interesting and informative, (and I would otherwise be almost completely quiet!). While I admit, when answering questions I often string together very odd sentences and word choices ( for some fucking reason this keeps happening), I always give truthful answers.
I mostly reside in the background and don't join in on many discussions, I pretend to laugh a little when other people laugh just to fit in etc.
I was also blamed same night for someone falling on my shoes that I had put in the hallway outside the bathroom, I compassionately asked if they were hurt, which they of cause were not.
I also saw other house guest walking around with their shoes indoor at this house. At least I had to decency to take mine off out of respect. My night soon felt pretty weird and I wanted to leave but couldn't at the time, so I proceeded to secretly observe other guests of all ages to see if I could get some reading or clue from their facial expressions, as a way to understand their thought processes, but as usual this garnered zero insight. Amazing how this social alacrity seems to come completely natural to people!
So instead I need a workable strategy to emulate a "normal" behavior and become what is called "easy going" and more anonymous. How can I study the art of being "melted in", "socially polished" to avoid unwarranted scrutiny?
There has to be other getbiggers that find them selfs in similar situations at social gatherings, lunch rooms, parties, etc etc right?
