He looks like you never will... He surpassed n 3 short months as a beginner ukjeffs alltime best..chiro looks like a fat fratboy compared to him in his best pictures and so on. You seem to state what you feel about yourself.
I dont compare myself to other people I'm not that insecure
You are a bitter angry man Sebastian
You are also incapable of arguing with intellect
You are like an angry teenager lashing out at the world
You must hate yourself for worshipping the man who stole the love of your life from you
I feel sorry for you