don't be sad about me! I've been doing back breaking manual jobs all my life, and as for now I have no job but it's ok. Lazy? Hell yeah. Bored? Oh yes. But it's all me.
And I was joking about 'nothing going on with me in my life' , I can do whatever I want if I so choose

, right now I'm laying low and minding my own business, except in getbig obviously.
it's a beautiful day today, I will go to the gym and after that go enjoy the sun, that's the big plan.