Bro, were cursed (see the Bible, Deuteronomy 28) . Nothing will be changing unless we all do and we all know how hard headed Hebrews are.
wiggs, say this out loud, quick

"O Lord Almighty, you have suffered Death at the Cross for our sins.
O Holy Cross of Jesus, be True light.
O Holy Cross, have pity on me.
O Holy, be my hope, O Holy Cross of Jesus, guard me from danger.
O Holy Cross of Jesus, Fill my soul with good thoughts.
O Holy Cross, help me to my salvation.
O Holy Cross let me not fear death, all unholy things, and worldly danger, that I may worship the Holy Cross of Jesus forever.
O Jesus of Nazareth crucified, have mercy on me forever and ever. Amen."