like the space between your ears?
you seem to be the type of lonesome old steroid addict that cannot find comfort in reality and must resort to drugs and comedy to deal with this life, this 'life' is too much work for you to explore so just take the pill, at the risk of ending up like all the other losers who cant formulate a plan to deal with reality in an educated way, you would rather take the simplest most wreckless route in life, typical of a person who is of the weakest ilk of this planet, but please do continue to carry on doing what you do, you just arent meant for more nor could you even try