Not a chance. After all the hardships and stupidity I out myself through, my life has really come together in the last couple years, happily married to a beautiful woman, 2 yr old son, wound up lucking into a killer job a month ago that pays right around 100k/yr starting with OT....
Im finally really happy with the way my life turned out and the hardships I went through really changed the person I was. Im extremely fortunate for the way things happened.