what your saying isnt making me worried, it makes sense and I would consider myself one of the exceptions in that I have a loving and non materialistic woman who I met before bodybuiding again, loving parents and most importantly development inwardly, I know the body as a shell even though I enjoy identifying with it when it is big,lean and strong.
but I am more interested in why you are getting off so to speak, or feel called somehow to enlighten us juicers of our grim fate if we choose to stop completely. Somewhere in your you are feeling smug and satisfied and looking down apon those who use.