I don't know...I am in the "upper middle class" segment. Close to the top of my field, multiple degrees, respected community member, father, friend. Financially secure. Yet, here I am talking bb, training like a man half my age and using hormones. What's my deal? I like looking good, and I want to look better. Plus I feel better on the gear: injuries heal quicker, etc. but let's face facts: I want big muscles and all that comes with it. I want to be "that guy" that literally has everything. The guy that all men envy and women want. That would be really cool...
You re unsatisfied because even if you have what many inferior men want -and can easily get nowadays-, you re still not the alphaest of them all and you know it when looking up at people who have more money, better looking women/ kids etc. You re trapped into what is known as the nonsensical animal condition...welcome in hell.
THE CORE DILEMMA OF MODERNITYAt the beginning of the third millennium, we humans in
technological societies are not sure how to proceed. Ever
since the Enlightenment, people in the West have pursued
happiness by trying to eliminate the causes of suffering, on
the sensible belief that this would lead to a world that was,
if not utopia for all, at least much happier for most. Sub-
sequent advances in technology have made life easier, safer
and more pleasurable and comfortable to a degree that
could not have been imagined. The suffering caused by
hunger, pain, sickness, boredom, and even the early death
of loved ones have been largely eliminated from the experi-
ences of many people. The triumph of technology over
most of the specific causes of human suffering is nothing
short of miraculous. But the deeper hope that this would
lead to general happiness is not only unfulfilled, it is almost
a cruel joke.
Natural selection and the elusiveness of happiness
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