Author Topic: Uncontrollably crude sub-conscious (Read 3568 times)

Skorp1o · « **on:** March 23, 2015, 05:04:05 AM »

I want to share a problem I've become more self-aware of lately...especially as I am getting older and trying to clean my act.

I have mind that thinks and says inappropriate things all the time...and I try to stop that thought process. this has been going on for months now. Today I had a business meeting, we called for a break, as I'm walking back one of the women in my meeting is coming out of the toilet and heading back to the meeting room and a little voice in my head goes "I hope you dried your piss-flaps properly".....piss flaps? I never contiously thought of this word ever before and never used it. The woman is a 6 at best hence way below my thereshold (when sober). This problem is a daily constant occurance....and I'm trying to make it stop. Any of you psycho-analytics experts feel free to chip in.

BigRo · « **Reply #1 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:09:07 AM »

did you not ask yourself why you hoped she dried her piss flaps properly?

devilsmile · « **Reply #2 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:14:30 AM »

Most people have bad thoughts daily. Believe me

Too much getbig, too much movies, too much business, too much self loathing, too much entertainment, too much ego feeding..

This sounds like a clische, but it works. Reading spiritual books about love, stretching and listening to calm music helps to get rid of a lot of bad thoughts. There is no on or off button, you gotta work for it.

But I don't like to say "you need to work for it" as a sentence since it reminds me of my double standards.

muscularny · « **Reply #3 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:16:28 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 05:04:05 AM

I want to share a problem I've become more self-aware of lately...especially as I am getting older and trying to clean my act.

I have mind that thinks and says inappropriate things all the time...and I try to stop that thought process. this has been going on for months now. Today I had a business meeting, we called for a break, as I'm walking back one of the women in my meeting is coming out of the toilet and heading back to the meeting room and a little voice in my head goes "I hope you dried your piss-flaps properly".....piss flaps? I never contiously thought of this word ever before and never used it. The woman is a 6 at best hence way below my thereshold (when sober). This problem is a daily constant occurance....and I'm trying to make it stop. Any of you psycho-analytics experts feel free to chip in.

You are a healthy male, it is perfectly normal. Alert us when the day comes when you no longer have sexual thoughts when you see a avg+ looking woman.

da_vinci · « **Reply #4 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:20:50 AM »

You have to find her and ram your cock in her balloon knot to break the spell.

LittleJ · « **Reply #5 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:24:25 AM »

Too much Internet

devilsmile · « **Reply #6 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:28:57 AM »

sigh, did you all see that?

skorpio was trolling all along

King Shizzo · « **Reply #7 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:31:49 AM »

Why are we on the subject of Skorpio's lips?

Grape Ape · « **Reply #8 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:35:16 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 05:04:05 AM

I want to share a problem I've become more self-aware of lately...especially as I am getting older and trying to clean my act.

I have mind that thinks and says inappropriate things all the time...and I try to stop that thought process. this has been going on for months now. Today I had a business meeting, we called for a break, as I'm walking back one of the women in my meeting is coming out of the toilet and heading back to the meeting room and a little voice in my head goes "I hope you dried your piss-flaps properly".....piss flaps? I never contiously thought of this word ever before and never used it. The woman is a 6 at best hence way below my thereshold (when sober). This problem is a daily constant occurance....and I'm trying to make it stop. Any of you psycho-analytics experts feel free to chip in.

My brain works like this daily. Fortunately, I control, but often question why it happens.

TheShape. · « **Reply #9 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:47:08 AM »

Yesterday at the grocery store I thought about grabbing a nice arse I saw. Too bad I'd be arrested if I did.

Skorp1o · « **Reply #10 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:48:28 AM »

Quote from: devilsmile on March 23, 2015, 05:28:57 AM

sigh, did you all see that?

skorpio was trolling all along

I'm not trolling...I had her piss flaps on my mind as I was talking about deadlines for a regulatory review we need to do.....I was wondering if she dried them properly.

I really did not want to be dealing with those thoughts but there they are.

I'm even off aas, so I have no excuse

Skorp1o · « **Reply #11 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:52:00 AM »

Quote from: Grape Ape on March 23, 2015, 05:35:16 AM

My brain works like this daily. Fortunately, I control, but often question why it happens.

Ok. So it's a common problem then.

pedro01 · « **Reply #12 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:52:55 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 05:04:05 AM

I want to share a problem I've become more self-aware of lately...especially as I am getting older and trying to clean my act.

I have mind that thinks and says inappropriate things all the time...and I try to stop that thought process. this has been going on for months now. Today I had a business meeting, we called for a break, as I'm walking back one of the women in my meeting is coming out of the toilet and heading back to the meeting room and a little voice in my head goes "I hope you dried your piss-flaps properly".....piss flaps? I never contiously thought of this word ever before and never used it. The woman is a 6 at best hence way below my thereshold (when sober). This problem is a daily constant occurance....and I'm trying to make it stop. Any of you psycho-analytics experts feel free to chip in.

You 100% sure you aren't saying this out loud sometimes?

devilsmile · « **Reply #13 on:** March 23, 2015, 05:56:11 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 05:48:28 AM

I'm not trolling...I had her piss flaps on my mind as I was talking about deadlines for a regulatory review we need to do.....I was wondering if she dried them properly.

I really did not want to be dealing with those thoughts but there they are.

I'm even off aas, so I have no excuse

You're over thinking things is all

King Shizzo · « **Reply #14 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:01:37 AM »

So did we really need a thread to ask if it was normal for guys to think about women sexually throughout the day?

10 pages easy.

Army of One · « **Reply #15 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:09:01 AM »

Nobody has a stream of honest conscious thought that flows through their heads, you must be an alien.

Skorp1o · « **Reply #16 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:10:51 AM »

Quote from: Shizzo on March 23, 2015, 06:01:37 AM

So did we really need a thread to ask if it was normal for guys to think about women sexually throughout the day?

10 pages easy.

Drying piss flaps is not sexual technically speaking...unless you're into drinking from the golden fountain.

Grape Ape · « **Reply #17 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:13:27 AM »

Quote from: Shizzo on March 23, 2015, 06:01:37 AM

So did we really need a thread to ask if it was normal for guys to think about women sexually throughout the day?

10 pages easy.

Stop posting about posting.

King Shizzo · « **Reply #18 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:30:12 AM »

Quote from: Grape Ape on March 23, 2015, 06:13:27 AM

Stop posting about posting.

I will post whatever I please.

mdef48 · « **Reply #19 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:42:15 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 05:04:05 AM

I want to share a problem I've become more self-aware of lately...especially as I am getting older and trying to clean my act.

I have mind that thinks and says inappropriate things all the time...and I try to stop that thought process. this has been going on for months now. Today I had a business meeting, we called for a break, as I'm walking back one of the women in my meeting is coming out of the toilet and heading back to the meeting room and a little voice in my head goes "I hope you dried your piss-flaps properly".....piss flaps? I never contiously thought of this word ever before and never used it. The woman is a 6 at best hence way below my thereshold (when sober). This problem is a daily constant occurance....and I'm trying to make it stop. Any of you psycho-analytics experts feel free to chip in.

These types of thoughts are quite common my friend, nothing major to worry about at all.
If they develop further to the point of being intrusive on your life then they essentially become a form of mental Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, an actual medical condition, rarely anything to be worried about but just annoying. Most people don't realize being OCD doesn't actually have to be about doing repetitive physical acts ...but more often than not can be mental....either way if it develops it is still a form of OCD....of which there are many varieties

These types of thoughts are often exasperated while on cycle and other recreational drugs

Also in the line of work you are in (quite similar to poker in terms of constant mental stress) you experience mental fatigue to a level that most people will never experience or appreciate.
It's a constant drain on your energy system and your subconscious kicks into overdrive to compensate. These types of mental outbursts are your brains comping mechanism with dealing with regular high level stress.

If I have been playing poker without sleep for say 48 hours say.... U don't wanna know the kind of thoughts I experience driving back home from the casino driving.
Its like an acid trip sometimes....seeing the Ace of spades on trees.....the jack of hearts on windscreen of the car in front of me...evil men laughing saying "cu nt I was bluffing"

...All kinds of fucked up weird shit.

falco · « **Reply #20 on:** March 23, 2015, 06:42:40 AM »

Schizophrenia, delusions of grandeur... It's all you.
You have all the signs of early stages of metal illness.
Maybe if you stop the trenbolone it will get better.
Or maybe it will not.

greeneyes · « **Reply #21 on:** March 23, 2015, 07:42:03 AM »

You are not the only one. It happens to me all the times and everytime I see something, I make a comment in my head. The voice is not intrusive like you said, it's my voice and I feel it's mine. Sure, you would have no real control over the voice.

The problem is if you think the voice isn't yours and you have no control of it. And this, if happens after 35 hours without sleep or in a very tired state, I would say there's nothing to worry about. Think about reducing your stress, working with a bit less passion and sleeping 8 hours a day.

If these voice tell you things, you think, doesn't belong to you at all then maybe you need to go see a professional. Check auditive hallucination on schizophrenic, I don't think you have them but it would be great to scare you getbigger.

Skorp1o · « **Reply #22 on:** March 23, 2015, 09:10:55 AM »

I'm very tired today and had a manic travelling schedule in last few weeks at times landing in three countries in one day....I will take your advices and chill a little bit and try to clear my head and sleep

King Shizzo · « **Reply #23 on:** March 23, 2015, 09:11:59 AM »

Quote from: Skorp1o on March 23, 2015, 09:10:55 AM

I'm very tired today and had a manic travelling schedule in last few weeks at times landing in three countries in one day....I will take your advices and chill a little bit and try to clear my head and sleep

3rd world countries do not count.

Skorp1o · « **Reply #24 on:** March 23, 2015, 09:31:36 AM »

Quote from: Shizzo on March 23, 2015, 09:11:59 AM

3rd world countries do not count.

I landed in JFK....it looks worse than some 3rd world countries I've been to...and driving through Jamaica and Queens it didn't get any better.

Author Topic: Uncontrollably crude sub-conscious (Read 3568 times)

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