The Getbig Addiction -

[haider]

woke up from a nap after a heavy chinese meal, looking bloated as shit with messy hair. I look in the mirror and say to myself: "You look like shit, hope this helps"

hope alls been well with you degenerate fucks

[che]

woke up from a nap after a heavy chinese meal, looking bloated as shit with messy hair. I look in the mirror and say to myself: "You look like shit, hope this helps"

hope alls been well with you degenerate fucks

 Don't be so hard on yourself bro , you still look better than 90 % of getbiggers.

[haider]

yes, i must have mistimed the carbs again

[ruth_e_ford]

Been talking in pm to OMR and Bigmc.
It's all good fellas.

You have given me a bit of respect now so I will show you same courtesy by fucking off.

Sometimes I look back and think to myself WTF am I even doing on here? I don't seem to remember what originally attracted me to these boards, seems like such a long while ago.
I think I was looking up info on steroids and stumbled on here.

What made it so interesting to me was all the crazy ass people and threads on here. Lots of stuff was going on with Shizzo at the time from what I remember.

I don't know man but seems like a different world back then.

Maybe it was cos of my x fiance and losing the kid and cos I was on mission to get back into shape and other stuff that somehow I found comfort on these boards as weird as that sounds?
Maybe it was the thought of finding love again and my relationship with Bikinislut that still lingers in my mind?

Maybe is to live up to a certain reputation that I created on here with the Joon brand that has passed its cell by date?
I just don't think I can be anymore crazy than I have been.

Not sure I can push the envelope anymore?

Either way just like one day when you wake up and you look at your partner after many years and realize you don't love her anymore.

I think I have fallen out of love with Getbig.

It will always hold a special place in my heart for personal reasons but its time for Joon to grow up maybe?

It will be hard to stay away but I will try.

Also will try and stop lurking the boards too and not even look.

I will go back to being a skinny twink.
Though one that can fight good.

And embrace my poker family who have been calling me for long time to fulfill my destiny of greatness.

Two week no test, just clomid and HCG and pending shoulder surgery.

Can I quit Getbig?

Is this another meltdown?

Will I be able to stay away?

I will do my best.

Try and not talk about me or tempt me back if u want to get rid of me.

I can't help my reactions.

The green felt.....ohhhh the green felt.....i hear the calling of the green felt.....drawing me back in to the poker world.......the lonely world...he lovely world...that only I will understand.

No more boards.
No more GB people
No more online forums

Adios amigos ..............adios.

For tonight we snort in hell.

gonna get on a mad one now and go soho.
Hit me up

Bigmc its all yours amigo, its all yours....coast is clear....do your thing.

[Wiggs]

See you tomorrow bro.

[greeneyes]

We've seen this many time. 
I think I'm one of the getbigger than can go away and never come back. Three years in time out was nothing to me. You joon, your destiny is here.

[bigmc]

See you tomorrow bro.

x 2

[OlympiaGym]

See you tomorrow bro.

HAHAHA!

[Howard]

woke up from a nap after a heavy chinese meal, looking bloated as shit with messy hair. I look in the mirror and say to myself: "You look like shit, hope this helps"

hope alls been well with you degenerate fucks

LOL, good one and sound all too true.

I've been working out and often wonder what some getbiggers would think LOL.

[_aj_]

I guess the meds finally kicked in.

[Howard]

We've seen this many time. 
I think I'm one of the getbigger than can go away and never come back. Three years in time out was nothing to me. You joon, your destiny is here.

The ONLY way to leave is to just stop posting/reading for a few days . Worked for me for a few months, then I came back and it's fun.
Leaving some lengthy goodbye thread only makes you curious to return and see what others posted about it.

[SF1900]

See you tomorrow bro.

x2

LMAO!!!  good one, wiggs!

[bigmc]

I guess the meds finally kicked in.

its part of the cycle

the calm after the storm

hes got it all out now

be a nice guy for a while now

till the devil starts whispering in his ear again

[_aj_]

its part of the cycle

the calm after the storm

hes got it all out now

be a nice guy for a while now

till the devil starts whispering in his ear again

Just noticed that somewhere along the line, I passed 10k. My life is wasted.

[greeneyes]

The ONLY way to leave is to just stop posting/reading for a few days . Worked for me for a few months, then I came back and it's fun.
Leaving some lengthy goodbye thread only makes you curious to return and see what others posted about it.

Exactly. Making this thread will make him come back to see the post again and why not hate on wiggs and tell him " No I'm not coming back tomorrow bro! ".
It's like suicide, those who succeed at it doesn't tell anyone they'll do it. They just leave.

[SF1900]

Just noticed that somewhere along the line, I passed 10k. My life is wasted.

Wait until you reach 20K 

[SF1900]

The ONLY way to leave is to just stop posting/reading for a few days . Worked for me for a few months, then I came back and it's fun.
Leaving some lengthy goodbye thread only makes you curious to return and see what others posted about it.

I really don't know why people make a big deal of this. Post if you want to post or don't post. This is not rocket science. Take the board with a "grain of salt" and have fun. People get all technical about it.  I never understood the whole, "I am leaving" thread.

[OneMoreRep]

Just noticed that somewhere along the line, I passed 10k. My life is wasted.

Only 400-something more posts for me to go before I can sit in the big boy table.. 

Anyhow, heading out to grab some early dinner with friends.

"1"

[FitnessFrenzy]

Been talking in pm to OMR and Bigmc.
It's all good fellas.

You have given me a bit of respect now so I will show you same courtesy by fucking off.

Sometimes I look back and think to myself WTF am I even doing on here? I don't seem to remember what originally attracted me to these boards, seems like such a long while ago.
I think I was looking up info on steroids and stumbled on here.

What made it so interesting to me was all the crazy ass people and threads on here. Lots of stuff was going on with Shizzo at the time from what I remember.

I don't know man but seems like a different world back then.

Maybe it was cos of my x fiance and losing the kid and cos I was on mission to get back into shape and other stuff that somehow I found comfort on these boards as weird as that sounds?
Maybe it was the thought of finding love again and my relationship with Bikinislut that still lingers in my mind?

Maybe is to live up to a certain reputation that I created on here with the Joon brand that has passed its cell by date?
I just don't think I can be anymore crazy than I have been.

Not sure I can push the envelope anymore?

Either way just like one day when you wake up and you look at your partner after many years and realize you don't love her anymore.

I think I have fallen out of love with Getbig.

It will always hold a special place in my heart for personal reasons but its time for Joon to grow up maybe?

It will be hard to stay away but I will try.

Also will try and stop lurking the boards too and not even look.

I will go back to being a skinny twink.
Though one that can fight good.

And embrace my poker family who have been calling me for long time to fulfill my destiny of greatness.

Two week no test, just clomid and HCG and pending shoulder surgery.

Can I quit Getbig?

Is this another meltdown?

Will I be able to stay away?

I will do my best.

Try and not talk about me or tempt me back if u want to get rid of me.

I can't help my reactions.

The green felt.....ohhhh the green felt.....i hear the calling of the green felt.....drawing me back in to the poker world.......the lonely world...he lovely world...that only I will understand.

No more boards.
No more GB people
No more online forums

Adios amigos ..............adios.

For tonight we snort in hell.

gonna get on a mad one now and go soho.
Hit me up

Bigmc its all yours amigo, its all yours....coast is clear....do your thing.

this is the third time you melted down like this.

[FitnessFrenzy]

its part of the cycle

the calm after the storm

hes got it all out now

be a nice guy for a while now

till the devil starts whispering in his ear again

same situation when tbombz cruises Craigslist for some sweet male lovin'

[ruth_e_ford]

its part of the cycle

the calm after the storm

hes got it all out now

be a nice guy for a while now

till the devil starts whispering in his ear again

Maybe so

But it's one I can't help either way.

So I take myself out the equation.

I came from nothing.

War kid/immigrant.

School of hard knocks.

I got everything I ever wanted cos I made it.

Only to realize none of it was worth any of it and all fucking shit to me at the end of the day.

All I can see is the faces of people I lost or died.

My X fiance.

My kid.

Online shit is nothing compared to my real world issues.

I NEED the drama.

I can't feel alive otherwise.

I NEED risk.

I genuinely don't give two fuck if and when I die.

Nothing feels better to me than getting punched in the face.

I just care about getting high and forgetting.

Omr/Ron Ban this account please so I don't have to feel compelled to respond.

I am just gonna get higher and weirder.

I know what I am like.

Godbless.

[Mr Anabolic]

Mental case

[Pray_4_War]

yes, i must have mistimed the carbs again

Pretty sure I'm just holding a little subcutaneous water.

[BigRo]

first time you've mentioned anything about loosing a child, for me anyway.

[greeneyes]

I think she was just pregnant and lost it. Not sure.