its completely odd,...I talk to him lots,..hes actually sent me money,....but in reality I actually despise him. No joke. I think hes a terrible person. I think Im a terrible person too but at least I recognize it. The issue I have with him is he doesnt acknowledge it, always wants to be the center of attention and is a child if he doesnt get his way.
granted my dislike of him is less than 1% of the pure seething hatred I have for shizzo
I emailed chaos a while ago, I was in a dark depression, and I was seriously considering trying to get across the border and going to Florida to beat shizzo 97% to death with a bat and go to jail for the rest of my life. To me it was a good tradeoff. I fucking hate him.
Im actually ok with booty now, never thought that day would come
Wow, Josh. That's scary. Know I'm just repeating many others here, but can't meds keep this type of rage in check? I'm sure it's no fun for you either, being
that fucking angry over a guy you don't really know.
Rage is a miserable feeling, in my own experience, especially that irrational physical-type rage that boils in your stomach. I FUCKEN HATE THAT SHIT! (See what I did?) Seems there should be
something a doc could prescribe to help quell that. But I ain't telling you anything you don't already know.
And, of course, I'm kidding about Joon killing himself. It's just that if he were, say, cleaning a loaded gun, and it accidentally, you know, discharged or whatnot, tragically ending his young, precious life ... I don't know, I might invite some friends over for pizza and beer.
