Are you saying you were bigger as a natural compared to when you used?
No not really, but it's complicated . Here's why?
I did use small amounts of juice from 1983-86 and trained on the Mentzer Heavy Duty system.
The majority of my use was cutting drugs like Winnie V and anavar.
I was able to compete at the top end of the Lt Hvy class doing this. I'm 5 ft 9.5 in
During 1986, it got tougher to make wt for Lt Hvy ( 198.25 lbs)
My last show on a cycle was in Sept of 1986.
I won the Overall at the NPC River City in Athens, AL ( near Huntsville) weighing 204 lbs .
I competed at the Jr USA in the spring of 1988 after being off 'roids for a year and was a ripped 192.5 lbs at weigh in.
I went back to college full time and didn't compete again until 1992.
I competed in mostly Untested NPC shows as a drug free Lt Hvy from 1992-95.
In order to look ripped I had to compete around 186 lbs in 1993.
Under the advice of Mike Ferguson I decreased cardio and greatly increased my reps doing sets of 12, 15 , 20 or even 100 reps. I got awesome pumps and was able to compete at 196 lbs in Aug of 1994 and won the NPC Ironman Natural in Baton Rouge, La. I also had the strictest diet and logged all my food for 6 mos.
Conclusion- It was a lot easier to come in looking fuller and ripped on drugs, even the small cycles I used.
I was able to compete 8-10 lbs heavier and it didn't take long until it was really tough to compete as a Lt Hvy.
It took, 2 straight years of serious training and a lot of painful high rep set with strict, rigid diet to compete again in the 190's , looking ripped. I was in my mid 30's by then and at my physical peak for bodybuilding.
Had I stayed on moderate cycles and really got into the nutrition, I believe I could have peaked out around 215-220 by 1994, which is a good 25 lbs heavier then I got without drugs in the same time frame.
It's all hypothetical but I hope I provided a decent answer.