I would probably go on gear if I got professional/real advice on how and also on what to take. No one knows shit. It's always a gamble what will happen and is my dosage really 100% correct for me.
Hair loss, ball shrinkage, acne, zero energy after I take a break from the cycle, possible heart attack from which, of course, I would survive and become a retard that's fed with tubes for the rest of my life- are just few things I'm afraid of.
Plus I never have money to do nothing, so.. natural for me.