i just want to be able to squat without feeling like my knees are going to explode
im thinking of doing more calisthenics: one handed pushups, one legged squats, pullups, and the like
i'm reading "convict conditioning" and "solitary fitness" right now... very interesting. if I can actually gain the flexibility and strength to do these moves, i doubt i'll sacrifice much (if any) mass by focusing on them in lieu of weight training.
the older i get, the more i start to suspect taking performance out of the equation and focusing only on looks is unavoidably disastrous. besides, plenty of gymnasts and the like look better than i ever will, AND are strong and healthy to boot.
to put it briefly, my goal is to be healthy... that includes being lean while having muscle mass, strength, flexibility, coordination, and more.