HA HA yeah, getbig can be tough for the uninitiated. Jeezus, I just realised you have over 30,000 posts. WTF 
I've mentally sunk even deeper, +35k, "WTF is wrong with me?!"

My counterargument of peace: I don't smoke, don't do drugs, don't use social media, so... yabba, yabba, yabba
