Finally realized today

[devilsmile]

Finland... fine women over there, you are right, and probably quite demanding. Just concentrate on working, your situation is A LOT better than some people I know. Finland is not a shithole country to live in afterall, odds are not so against you as you think.

that's the funny part. You have no idea what kind of blokes these women are with sometimes. You would never understand how a 9 would be with a fucking FIVE! You know those gym babes? Those really hot ones that everyone stare from the mirror in between sets? Yeah, sometimes I see their man and it looks like a... ordinary guy.

But, you're right, they are extremely demanding for the most part, or in a weird way demanding anyway. But you're right that I should focus on working, no matter what it is and become obsessed with it. Usually when women sense that you give a shit more about your hobby than you give a shit about getting laid, they usually want you instantly. Gotta get back on the grind, it's my only salvation.

[Marty Champions]

Of course you're right.. and money is the biggest issue, but there's no way a bloke like me could move out from finland, I would be dead within a week.

u have the leans for poor

Just get ur education and create a  new video game get money fuck whores

[BigCyp]

that's the funny part. You have no idea what kind of blokes these women are with sometimes. You would never understand how a 9 would be with a fucking FIVE! You know those gym babes? Those really hot ones that everyone stare from the mirror in between sets? Yeah, sometimes I see their man and it looks like a... ordinary guy.

But, you're right, they are extremely demanding for the most part, or in a weird way demanding anyway. But you're right that I should focus on working, no matter what it is and become obsessed with it. Usually when women sense that you give a shit more about your hobby than you give a shit about getting laid, they usually want you instantly. Gotta get back on the grind, it's my only salvation.

PM dj181, he'll give you some tips on how to win the ladies.

[devilsmile]

u have the leans for poor

Just get ur education and create a  new video game get money fuck whores

I'm already lean, if I was 19 with this kind of shape I wouldn't have a hard time getting laid. And anything regarding book studying or reading something from the screen for 8 hours is not for me, I rather collect bottles than do that crap.

PM dj181, he'll give you some tips on how to win the ladies.

well I never said I don't know what I have to do to get ladies, lades always love the other guy, so I just have to change everything I am, be somebody else.

saving for the rifle. I'll get it slowly but surely.

[da_vinci]

that's the funny part. You have no idea what kind of blokes these women are with sometimes. You would never understand how a 9 would be with a fucking FIVE! You know those gym babes? Those really hot ones that everyone stare from the mirror in between sets? Yeah, sometimes I see their man and it looks like a... ordinary guy.

But, you're right, they are extremely demanding for the most part, or in a weird way demanding anyway. But you're right that I should focus on working, no matter what it is and become obsessed with it. Usually when women sense that you give a shit more about your hobby than you give a shit about getting laid, they usually want you instantly. Gotta get back on the grind, it's my only salvation.

Yes, work first and foremost in your case. And guess what - these ordinary guys are most probably rich, no other way they ended up with females way out of their league. It's an attractive feature for a male so no need to worry about "buying" love, we all buy, one way or another.

U know what? Fuck all I've said^^

 I will send you 7k for a rifle if you promise to go to Germany and open fire to these "refugees" that are flooding into Europe currently.

[devilsmile]

Yes, work first and foremost in your case. And guess what - these ordinary guys are most probably rich, no other way they ended up with females way out of their league. It's an attractive feature for a male so no need to worry about "buying" love, we all buy, one way or another.

U know what? Fuck all I've said^^

 I will send you 7k for a rifle if you promise to go to Germany and open fire to these "refugees" that are flooding into Europe currently.

trust me they aren't rich, I talk to some of these people and they are regular joe workers for the most part. Seldom have I even met a man with a real career (60kyear).

But I can't get any weapon across the boarder, and besides I will use those 100 bullets against all the pretty caucasian girls. I won't kill them, I will damn near kill them, I will cause them injuries that won't allow them to train their pretty figure anymore and they will turn into 4's and 3's and no man fucks a 3 or 4, and as so I will make them fall into deep ass depression... and I will feed off from their misery  

[_aj_]

12k for a rifle? WTF kind of rifle is this?

Your last act will be to get incredibly ripped off? Not a good way to go.

[devilsmile]

12k for a rifle? WTF kind of rifle is this?

Your last act will be to get incredibly ripped off? Not a good way to go.

ok ok automatic assault rifle from a black market, some people have no idea how hard it is to get a weapon in the streets here. I don't know russian mafia. Mostly pistols, sawed shotguns, some unreliable machine pistols, old weapons... super hard to get actual killing machines. I don't believe the gun will be available anymore after I have my 12k but eventually when I have it all stacked i will hold on to it and wait for the right moment

[_aj_]

ok ok automatic assault rifle from a black market, some people have no idea how hard it is to get a weapon in the streets here. I don't know russian mafia. Mostly pistols, sawed shotguns, some unreliable machine pistols, old weapons... super hard to get actual killing machines. I don't believe the gun will be available anymore after I have my 12k but eventually when I have it all stacked i will hold on to it and wait for the right moment

Since you'll undoubtedly be eventually shot to pieces by the police (if they can find their guns), why not just take the 5K that you have and get on a decent cycle? You clearly have no fear of death, so what's a little test+tren and some decent training?

[da_vinci]

trust me they aren't rich, I talk to some of these people and they are regular joe workers for the most part. Seldom have I even met a man with a real career (60kyear).

But I can't get any weapon across the boarder, and besides I will use those 100 bullets against all the pretty caucasian girls. I won't kill them, I will damn near kill them, I will cause them injuries that won't allow them to train their pretty figure anymore and they will turn into 4's and 3's and no man fucks a 3 or 4, and as so I will make them fall into deep ass depression... and I will feed off from their misery  

Well you could cripple them and then invite to a date. Quite a plan you have there broski.
BTW - if these average joes with no job can find a hot gf..... I'm pretty sure you could too. Just do it and there won't be a need to waste precious bullets on worthless whores. You better fire them at moslem immigrants.

[da_vinci]

Since you'll undoubtedly be eventually shot to pieces by the police (if they can find their guns), why not just take the 5K that you have and get on a decent cycle? You clearly have no fear of death, so what's a little test+tren and some decent training?

For 12k one could buy a shitload of escorts for sex. So many options, and all pretty fun in their own way.

[devilsmile]

Since you'll undoubtedly be eventually shot to pieces by the police (if they can find their guns), why not just take the 5K that you have and get on a decent cycle? You clearly have no fear of death, so what's a little test+tren and some decent training?

I have fear of death, I'm not a bad ass warrior. I'm the simplest form of life. But before I go I have to hurt some of these hoes and leave a message for people that they shouldn't take things for granted.

For 12k one could buy a shitload of escorts for sex. So many options, and all pretty fun in their own way.

that 12k could burn fast that way. That lifestyle is fun for sure but I'm not a hebrew with 12k. Maybe if I had 120k I would buy two or three full day escorts but blowing 12k in sex is as dumb as it is fun

[_aj_]

I have fear of death, I'm not a bad ass warrior. I'm the simplest form of life. But before I go I have to hurt some of these hoes and leave a message for people that they shouldn't take things for granted.

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[BigCyp]

I'm already lean, if I was 19 with this kind of shape I wouldn't have a hard time getting laid. And anything regarding book studying or reading something from the screen for 8 hours is not for me, I rather collect bottles than do that crap.

well I never said I don't know what I have to do to get ladies, lades always love the other guy, so I just have to change everything I am, be somebody else.

saving for the rifle. I'll get it slowly but surely.

On a serious level bro, do not change or try to become 'something' that women want. If you are looking for sexual relationships, then its not so much of a biggy, however, bear in mind if you are looking for a partner - if they are only with you because of what you have/how you look/what you can do for them...then you will still be massively alone.

There will be women out there bro, who, when they meet you, will fall in love with YOU. When you meet them, your confidence will soar and you will be happy, not just because you have a hot woman, but because a hot woman wants who you are.

[da_vinci]

I have fear of death, I'm not a bad ass warrior. I'm the simplest form of life. But before I go I have to hurt some of these hoes and leave a message for people that they shouldn't take things for granted.

Well then just PM me an exact location before you go full retard in case I'd be traveling somewhere. Would not like to be there when shit hits the fan.

[devilsmile]

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On a serious level bro, do not change or try to become 'something' that women want. If you are looking for sexual relationships, then its not so much of a biggy, however, bear in mind if you are looking for a partner - if they are only with you because of what you have/how you look/what you can do for them...then you will still be massively alone.

There will be women out there bro, who, when they meet you, will fall in love with YOU. When you meet them, your confidence will soar and you will be happy, not just because you have a hot woman, but because a hot woman wants who you are.

I've been "in love" couple of times. Over rated. Even in it's peak you have to sustain love like you sustain any type of fire, it's not magic and you eventually want to fuck women who are even less hot than the one you "love", truth. Where I'm from the one night sex affairs are harder to get than longer periods of dating.. but if I looked like hannibal4king..

Well then just PM me an exact location before you go full retard in case I'd be traveling somewhere. Would not like to be there when shit hits the fan.

I will shoot only beautiful women, gymnasts, dancer, ballerinas...

[BigCyp]

I've been "in love" couple of times. Over rated. Even in it's peak you have to sustain love like you sustain any type of fire, it's not magic and you eventually want to fuck women who are even less hot than the one you "love", truth. Where I'm from the one night sex affairs are harder to get than longer periods of dating.. but if I looked like hannibal4king..

I will shoot only beautiful women, gymnasts, dancer, ballerinas...

Lol, no worries.

I find it hard to empathise, because i'm constantly turning down offers for sex (wife & kids) (as in, I would but I have them - not, my wife & kids offer me sex).

[da_vinci]

I will shoot only beautiful women, gymnasts, dancer, ballerinas...

I'm tall, jacked and somewhat good looking... 

[BigCyp]

I'm tall, jacked and somewhat good looking... 

You are delicious.

[da_vinci]

my wife & kids offer me sex).

So... you have sex with your kids?  

[BigCyp]

So... you have sex with your kids?  

No. But they keep asking.

[da_vinci]

No. But they keep asking.

Must be tempting.

[Straw Man]

Beats the hell out of livin' in some oddball delusion that women simply don't give a shit about...at all.  Even once I'm 235lbs @ 10% bf  I won't give shit.  No one else should either unless that's their only somewhat redeeming quality.  But even then....No One Cares!

from reading your posts over the last few months it seems that living with delusion is and will likely continue to be a part of your life