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Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« on: September 22, 2015, 03:30:14 PM »
He says he is natural.

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http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsbeat/article/34307046/bigorexia-sufferer-im-disgusted-when-i-look-in-the-mirror

He has massive arms, broad shoulders, and a huge chest.

However he still doesn't feel happy with his size. His obsession with achieving a so-called 'perfect' shape turned into a little-known body-image disorder - "bigorexia".

It's formally known as muscle dysmorphia - and is sometimes described as anorexia, but in reverse.

People suffering from this condition often think they look small despite being more muscular than most people.

For Pradeep it all began by comparing himself with men in magazines.

"I began thinking if it's attainable for him, surely in due course I can attain a similar physique in my own right," he says.

"I'm that classic story of seeing a guy in the magazine and wanting to be that."

Pradeep says when he first started working out and following a strict diet, he felt great - but it quickly took over his life and no matter how much muscle he put on, he wasn't happy.

"I came to realise I had muscle dysmorphia or bigorexia when I was 17, 18, 19," he says.

"It was something I initially brushed off my shoulder. I couldn't and I wouldn't accept the fact that bigorexia even existed and I had a problem.

"It was only years later when I would see a few documentaries and when the term came about I realised I might have an issue.

"I was dissatisfied no matter what I saw in the mirror, no matter who told me I looked good.

"It wasn't for my satisfaction, my eye was never pleased, and it took a really wrong turn.

"I lost friends, I would leave friends, I would shut myself off, I wouldn't talk to friends, I wouldn't pick up phone calls, would not answer emails.

"I would go about my day in silence, just wake up do the work I had to get done, training, sleep that's it.

"I would feel I need to completely block my social life out. To make sure that until I am mentally satisfied to some degree, only then would I feel some self-worth to then go talk to people, to say I'm OK now."

He says living with bigorexia has become a constant mental battle for him.

"On a daily basis, the lows are when I overly critique myself to the point where I just think nothing looks right," he says.

"There were several times in my life and most recently a few months ago...when I looked in the mirror and I was quite disgusted with myself.

"This is why I remain very humble. When I'm in the gym, I'm in a hoodie, I don't ask for any attention, I ask for no sympathy, I ask no one to boast about me, I just want to go about my business.

"That's just the way I feel now."

Pradeep lives alone in London. At 5'7'', he has a physique that would look at home on the front page of a fitness magazine.

It isn't good enough for him.

"I'm definitely small and I tell myself, 'What's happened to you? You're small, what's wrong with you? Look at yourself, what have you done?' I'll start beating myself quite hard.

"I have a vicious internal dialogue. It will say, 'Man up, what are you doing?'

"It will be a very negative discussion that will slowly plummet myself into further anxiety and depression."
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #1 on: September 22, 2015, 03:33:04 PM »
Only thing he should  be disgusted over is his parents for naming him after how tuned mopeds sound


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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #2 on: September 22, 2015, 03:36:36 PM »
LLS.....I`d be depressed if I had a mug like that !

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #3 on: September 22, 2015, 03:41:11 PM »
Fake Fuck, he should off himself

he will never be Nasser beautiful man with glasses , in this life time or the next

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #4 on: September 22, 2015, 04:41:35 PM »
5'7" and brown. I'm disgusted too.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #5 on: September 22, 2015, 05:10:42 PM »
What's the point?
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #6 on: September 22, 2015, 05:14:21 PM »
It's the BBC - they try to combine socially "topical" issues like Islamophobia, drug use in sport and self image issues just the same as they combine racism, conservatism and any policy on border control.

The guy is a twink. Rich Piano has bigorexia, acute retardation and maximal self delusion - and yet a billion social media followers.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #7 on: September 22, 2015, 05:14:27 PM »
Everyone on here most likely suffers from Bigorexia.  :D :D :D
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #8 on: September 22, 2015, 06:11:22 PM »
Everyone on here most likely suffers from Bigorexia.  :D :D :D

Yup.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #9 on: September 22, 2015, 06:15:04 PM »
Yup.

Probably not as severe as the guy in the video, but to a certain degree, most on getbig probably have some body image issues.................. ...well, the ones that actually train.

Can you imagine how Goodrum feels?  :o :o
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #10 on: September 22, 2015, 06:19:03 PM »
I'd believe he's natural.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #11 on: September 22, 2015, 06:22:18 PM »
Must be one of joons family members.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #12 on: September 22, 2015, 06:30:38 PM »
5'7" and brown. I'm disgusted too.

Hahahahahha

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #13 on: September 22, 2015, 06:31:02 PM »
I'd believe he's natural.

Yes.
Definitely possible natural.
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #14 on: September 22, 2015, 07:50:55 PM »
I'd be disgusted too

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #15 on: September 22, 2015, 08:02:33 PM »
Looks like he also suffers from poor personal hygiene-orexia and/or some type of undiagnosed razor phobia.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #17 on: September 22, 2015, 08:24:47 PM »
Yup.

Speaking plainly, I think that Bigorexia can be taken out of context. Obviously, bigorexia is a real thing, but not in most cases. Id say it would classify as Bigorexia and an obsession when you continue to lift and try to get big, despite all of the negative consequences. Derek Anthony is a perfect example. Dudes on dialysis and at deaths door, and hes still shooting steroids and using synthol. Clearly, DA had some form of bigorexia. Another example may be the person who is skipping school or taking off from work to go to the gym, at the detriment of school and their occupation. This is obviously an issue.

But one must be careful not to classify everyone as Bigorexia just because they want to get big muscles. It really only becomes an issue when the behavior interferes with life functioning, i.e., youve lost your job, lost your friends, lost your marriage, and youre in poor health, and despite all of this, you continue to lift weights excessively and pump drugs into your body. Then there is an issue
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #18 on: September 22, 2015, 09:20:19 PM »
Speaking plainly, I think that Bigorexia can be taken out of context. Obviously, bigorexia is a real thing, but not in most cases. Id say it would classify as Bigorexia and an obsession when you continue to lift and try to get big, despite all of the negative consequences. Derek Anthony is a perfect example. Dudes on dialysis and at deaths door, and hes still shooting steroids and using synthol. Clearly, DA had some form of bigorexia. Another example may be the person who is skipping school or taking off from work to go to the gym, at the detriment of school and their occupation. This is obviously an issue.

But one must be careful not to classify everyone as Bigorexia just because they want to get big muscles. It really only becomes an issue when the behavior interferes with life functioning, i.e., youve lost your job, lost your friends, lost your marriage, and youre in poor health, and despite all of this, you continue to lift weights excessively and pump drugs into your body. Then there is an issue

The clinical term is honestly bigorexia?

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« Reply #19 on: September 22, 2015, 09:24:50 PM »
The clinical term is honestly bigorexia?

Bigorexia is not a formal diagnosis anywhere in the DSM 5, thus it is not a clinical term used in the field.  At this time, its just a made up term. There really is no clinical term to describe an obsession with getting big muscles. It would most likely fall under "Body Dysmorphic Disorder."
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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #20 on: September 22, 2015, 09:34:46 PM »
Bigorexia is not a formal diagnosis anywhere in the DSM 5, thus it is not a clinical term used in the field.  At this time, its just a made up term. There really is no clinical term to describe an obsession with getting big muscles. It would most likely fall under "Body Dysmorphic Disorder."

Ok, thanks.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #21 on: September 23, 2015, 04:25:25 AM »
creepy little arab man or whatever he is, creepy out

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #22 on: September 23, 2015, 05:31:14 AM »
I'd rather die big and young. I was in hospital for three days last year and seeing real old people all fucked and pissing and shitting themselves etc, not good

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« Reply #23 on: September 23, 2015, 05:39:47 AM »
I'd rather die big and young. I was in hospital for three days last year and seeing real old people all fucked and pissing and shitting themselves etc, not good

Until you're dying big and young, ask any terminal big young'un.

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Re: Bigorexia sufferer: I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror
« Reply #24 on: September 23, 2015, 05:44:09 AM »
Until you're dying big and young, ask any terminal big young'un.
Derek Anthony suffered a very bad outcome...his body once big and then ruined with extras he put in ,turned on him hard...I would not have traded places with him...