Your chick is smokein bro, im presently dating a blonde with fake dd myself,
I was a wknd cocaine user for years in my late teens and early 20s and pulled the finest pussy out there, but as the years went buy the drugs became more and more frequent , I ended up in rehab, been clean for a long time now and feel better then i ever did. I am not clean from aas tough and that is fine for now.
This, plus it does and will lower your inhibition to try something eventually that will hook you in.
I know so many people with the attitude that they will be ok, including myself in the past.
I just did a rough count and I know personally 9 that are in a box in the ground just in the past year, 6 of them since this summer, all from fucking around with things they "normally" did not mess with. These were people that were on and off the wagon, some had some substantial time away from the bs, but all kept going back