I really wish Phil would just shut the fuck up.
Hey Phil, we all know you read this board, you're nothing but a thin-skinned little bitch who failed at basketball, took up weight lifting, lucked into hooking up with the right person (Jay) and piled a ton of drug muscle onto a small, narrow frame. That's all you are. Period.
You're fortunate enough to be competing in muscle pageants when the field is particularly thin and pathetic.
You can tell yourself that you're something special, you can wax poetic and philosophical about it all you want, but that won't make it true.