Doesn't sound so bad, really.
Recently I've been thinking that even if life gets tough (it does sometimes, for some - often..) - damn, that's quite an experience we have here regardless. It is absurd, it is most probably pointless, it probably is just a blind work of physical forces (and there's nothing beyond that, there can't be anything outside of "that", what gives meaning to a word "anything"), but damn... sometimes it is beautiful, for ex. when you are in love. I mean these rare times in life, some doesn't even experience it, when you are trully in love and you get a positive feedback, a person then doesn't need any explanation WHY, it is so obvious. Too bad it doesn't last.
