Blew my pec out yesterday in a bench contest. Two weeks ago I had a slight tear in it with 680 off a 1 board, felt it tear at the lockout. Spent the last two weeks trying to rush rehab it with ice massage and tens unit. Showed up at contest down by Nashville yesterday opened with 630 smoked it. I then jumped to 655 felt it pull a bit on my chest but pushed it anyways lost it bout half way up. Took it again and as soon as I went to push "POP" went the pec and it sat on me. I thought I truly had a legit shot at 680-700 at this meet but my body said other wise. I weighed in at a HUGE 424 which was one pound off my all time biggest.
I promised the wife after this contest I would back off everything and focus on getting healthy again. I'm a fucking mess right now, BP is through the roof, arthritis is fucking killing me, knees are both shot and my anxiety is out of the fucking roof. So as I sit here eating my last Sunday night Ben and Jerry's Cherry Garcia Ice Cream for a year I'm figuring out my game plan to drop this chub and become a stud again.
Wish me luck and dedication fuckers!!! When I'm all said and done there will only be one Big Bad Wolfe everyone will be Dennis who? Hahahaha!!!!