What the fuk was I thinking?

[Lustral]

he did tell us. it was 30 years ago, at a shopping mall.

i have no clue why he lives in a constant state of regret. he went back to school got a degree and career. which is far more important than bodybuilding

 he vowed to make a comeback in bodybuilding , guess he changed his mind.

i chased my bodybuilding goal (state title) longer than i wanted. I did meet that goal. and i am glad i didn't give up. no one wants to live in a state of "could have" "would have" like this howard guy does. must be pure torture

I thought I'd regret never competing, then met a few competitors and changed my mind. I'd maybe like a photoshoot when I feel I'm in best shape, just for the record, but don't want to take diuretics and I don't know if I have the mind to do a 3 month diet that kills me socially and mentally now.

Especially as I'm not hiding some amazing competition winning physique and would probably lose to some Romanian or Nigerian who found a gym 4 weeks earlier.

[Walter Sobchak]

Before you decide to go for her ,a little inside info :
She carries a 38 snub nose and a state concealed carry license . 100% serious.
She can get easily annoyed at pushy men.

hope this helps 

God fuck you are an imbecile.

[Chacka]

I just farted.

X2

[Powerlift66]

Ignoring the redundant apostrophe, that's where you went wrong.

I see some commas, no apostrophe's.
Yes, but I have a good start now, no test until age 50, right when I may run into some issues, I will be dead, so its all good.

[CalvinH]

Go think somewhere else besides GB.

[Grape Ape]

I see some commas, no apostrophe's.

This may be the first apostrophe error actually  in the word apostrophes.

[drkaje]

I felt horrible after competing and wouldn't do it again. Took months to feel better again.

[dr.chimps]

Imagine all the sites that Howard ruminates on, and all the people he alienates with his crap nostalgia, and then think of this totality laser-focused on the soon-to-be ex-wife. 

[CalvinH]

Imagine all the sites that Howard ruminates on, and all the people he alienates with his crap nostalgia, and then think of this totality laser-focused on the soon-to-be ex-wife. 

Problem now is that he said he's retired....scary to think that he's still here after Xmass break

[drkaje]

Imagine all the sites that Howard ruminates on, and all the people he alienates with his crap nostalgia, and then think of this totality laser-focused on the soon-to-be ex-wife. 

He's just trolling, Man.

No one's stupid enough to get married that many times.

I have a friend on his 5th divorce, though.

[Grape Ape]

No one's stupid enough to get married that many times.

I have a friend on his 5th divorce, though.

Epic contradiction

[drkaje]

Epic contradiction

He swears it's the last time, LOL!

[Radical Plato]

Yup, I competed wearing the thong , bronzer and flexing on stage, several times.
While I never got into the drugs too much, I pissed away valuable time, money and energy on it.
Now, looking back I honestly think it was a huge waste of my life. I'm 100% serious.

LOL, not that I was going to do anything great with my life, but you get my point.
I wish I had lifted and spent the time on vacation with a sexy woman.
Can others relate?

Spending that time with a woman would have made you equally miserable. Hope this helps.

[Howard]

God fuck you are an imbecile.

LOL, at the possibility anyone here actually takes my posts serious.  I'm 100% serious on that 

[Howard]

he did tell us. it was 30 years ago, at a shopping mall.

i have no clue why he lives in a constant state of NO HOMO regret.

Hey now, 10's of disinterested fans almost looked at me that day.

[Howard]

Spending that time with a woman would have made HER miserable. Hope this helps.

Fixed - I'm happy to have any female touch me. 

[Howard]

Imagine all the sites that Howard ruminates on, and all the people he alienates with his crap nostalgia, and then think of this totality laser-focused on the soon-to-be ex-wife. 

I'd estimate it would be worse to be married to me, then have me on the same forum.

[Agnostic007]

Yup, I competed wearing the thong , bronzer and flexing on stage, several times.
While I never got into the drugs too much, I pissed away valuable time, money and energy on it.
Now, looking back I honestly think it was a huge waste of my life. I'm 100% serious.

LOL, not that I was going to do anything great with my life, but you get my point.
I wish I had lifted and spent the time on vacation with a sexy woman.
Can others relate?

While I can't relate to competing, I can relate to pissing away valuable time by reading the above attention whoring post... So I got a snapshot of what you're talking about

[YngiweRhoads]

I'm going to fuck your wife (most recent ex-wife).

Not going to stop until I go atm on her

[falco]

Yup, I competed wearing the thong , bronzer and flexing on stage, several times.
While I never got into the drugs too much, I pissed away valuable time, money and energy on it.
Now, looking back I honestly think it was a huge waste of my life. I'm 100% serious.

LOL, not that I was going to do anything great with my life, but you get my point.
I wish I had lifted and spent the time on vacation with a sexy woman.
Can others relate?

I can relate. Luckly i only competed one year. I devoted more than 20 years to bodybuilding, but always with other interests in life.

[BBSSchlemiel]

Yup, I competed wearing the thong , bronzer and flexing on stage, several times.
While I never got into the drugs too much, I pissed away valuable time, money and energy on it.
Now, looking back I honestly think it was a huge waste of my life. I'm 100% serious.

LOL, not that I was going to do anything great with my life, but you get my point.
I wish I had lifted and spent the time on vacation with a sexy woman.
Can others relate?

You have been making these stupid self-deprecating posts for the past three years. They are not funny anymore and you are making yourself seem very strange by making them over and over. I'm starting to think you might actually have low self esteem.

Yes, we can relate, as many have shared the misery inflicted upon many who embrace this HOBBY, sometimes with fatal results.

[BBSSchlemiel]

Brother I beg of you don't do it. TRT may improve life quality but you'll lose credibility with other drug free naturals. Respect and honor of your peers is hard to obtain but easy to lose......

The respect of... bodybuilders, OF ALL PEOPLE... lost... for treating a medical issue, hypogonadism? Oh my god. So sad.

Like anyone should give a fuck about what a bodybuilder (a gym hobbyist) thinks or respects! Literal LMAO!

[CalvinH]

I'd rather read 100 shitso post's before 1 of Howards.

[BBSSchlemiel]

Howard, why are you always getting divorced?

[CalvinH]

Howard, why are you always getting divorced?

Have you read any of his posts