Come on bro, you need mental help Kamali. Sit down and look at that picture for a minute. Your face is fucked homie, I don't know what you are doing to yourself but your face looks like a guy who should be admitted into the hospital ASAP. Your hernia/growth in your stomach needs to be addressed like yesterday and all bodybuilding/body destroying activities need to stop until that alien growing below your chest is removed. Why you trying to be 295lbs, nobody is dying for you to be 300lbs so fucking stop with this nonsense already. You wanna look 100 times better? Try aiming for an athletic 220lbs instead. Shit man, the people that hire you must be blind or dumb as fuck because if you walked up to me soliciting your services I'd assume you would be asking for the nearest Krispy Kreme so you can maintain your massive weight. You look like shit, you need to stop living in the past and be healthy, lean and athletic since you are a trainer now.