It sounds like you hit that age where you realize that there is no point to life. Most people usually figure this out sometime in their 30's. I
i kinda sorta think I'm at that point....
it's that time after a very wild and tumultous time in my life....a time where i didn't worry at all about anything because I was too busy being wild, young and invincible
see--if I remained "dumb" then I would never have the issues I have
people shake there head at guys like Rich Piana and say "how can he live like that"
fact is---he looks at us and says the same thing.....
getting older makes made me mature...but becoming "mature" leaves you vulnerable to a lot of feelings you've neglected to nurture in your wild 20's (and even early 30's)
two summers have passed and both summers I had panic attacks in august...oh, and btw- august is the month of my birthday.......coinciden
ce?
everytime I cough or feel a little tired or even a little constipated or something mundane like that my first thought is "omg--I have cancer" (when i reality I don't...my brain is just creating a sickness in order to distract me from the boredom of my current life....brains do shit like that....google "Dr. Sarno")
this is all a quarter life crisis.....the weird thing I KNOW that this is a quarter life crisis and it will pass
also, i've been reading through this thread and there is no way that this devilsmile guy is over the age of 25
no disrespect to the guy but his posts read like someone who already "knows it all" but hasn't exactly walked many figurative miles....
it's funny...I was young and a bit cocky but I never went through that know it all phase