ohhhhhhh brother been there been been there so many times. Girls love ya when your all in shape and musular but scream at ya when they find out your on juice , make you come off so you look like shit, then bust your balls about not looking that great and there eyes start to wonder.
Do you bro ! girls are fucked up , im not saying she does not have you best interest health wise, but woman dont want there man to confident and to secure, most likely she is not thinking one bit about long term health.
One time i came home to 20 sustanon amps broken on my desk (thank god they were not pharmacy stature) but later that day she buged me to get a 8 ball of coke. and two bottles of wine.