He was probably on a high carb estrogenic diet, exposed to too many environmental estrogenic pollutants, and is suffering from early onset erectile dysfunction. That's when formerly clear thinking males, suddenly get "spiritual," to make up for their loss of sex drive and ability, and start spouting biblical horse shit.
You're deeply lost Erik and steeped in sin and suppression of God's reality.
Your only hope for eternal salvation is in Jesus Christ. He loves you and I love you as a faithful man of Christ and only desire for your personal salvation.
The world is fleeting and brings men to nothing. It's only in Christ that we are made free despite the suppression and ignorance that so many remain in.
That suppresion of the truth of Christ will only secure your bondage to sin and eternal separation from him.
Give your life to him today as tomorrow isn't promised.