Hardest thing about getting older, the accumulation of losses+sad memories

[Method101]

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[ESFitness]

As I get older, 26 now I really feel the accumulation of lost loved ones and lovers starting to build, I often sit back home alone sometimes and recall all the good times I've had and the bad and really get overtaken by nostalgia tainted with sadness, anyone else get this feeling?

I walk by places I've been with women I loved and remember moments of the past and see them play out infront of me and it's borderline haunting, one of the hardest things about getting older seems to be this gradual accumulation of memories which you have to carry on your shoulders for the rest of your life.

Anyone else ever get this feeling? I'm starting to understand why some people feel the need to drop everything and move to another part of the country to get away from the past and the memories. Even effects your ability to be happy when your in the same situation you were in the past in terms of the stages of a relationship etc... Does it just mean that I need to find someone better than what's come before to forget everything? feels impossible though since I had someone who was one in a million and lost them primarily due to circumstances beyond my control (location/distance). Maybe It's even harder when you have nothing lasting like children to show for it but instead just memories....

Even my fucking bed has memories, of having sex numerous times in a day and laying together laughing with joy/ecstasy afterwards now the silence of the room and the empty space next to me gives me fuckin chills. Yes I have other women since these past long term ones and temporarily I forget everything while having sex and so on but when I have a night alone in my house all the other memories rush back into my mind and fuck me up badly.

No more eggnog for you.

1-800-suicideprevention

[polychronopolous]

You know what you have to do.

Let's just go ahead and get it over with.

[Thespritz0]

IF you were ever deployed before (I served in 2 wars), ANYTHING you "encounter" in civilian life is sort of numb/bland.  Yeah, things still hurt and there is loss
but the bottom line is it isn't as instantly terrifying...

[Method101]

IF you were ever deployed before (I served in 2 wars), ANYTHING you "encounter" in civilian life is sort of numb/bland.  Yeah, things still hurt and there is loss
but the bottom line is it isn't as instantly terrifying...

I can imagine that would cause a different experience to what I'm describing, I can imagine the terror of recalling bodies being blown apart and friends screaming in agony as they die in front of you, but the sadness of losing someone you love and knowing you will probably never have them again is another side of the coin.

No more eggnog for you.

1-800-suicideprevention

I am not close to being suicidal, no matter how low I get I always find a way to claw my way back up and etch some kind of fuckin life for myself in this world until circumstances come around and try to push me back down again, but I refuse to accept defeat by the hands of fate. "Have no faith or belief whatsoever in those who doubt you for your greatness will silence them all" quote Ultimate Warrior.

 

[ESFitness]

I can imagine that would cause a different experience to what I'm describing, I can imagine the terror of recalling bodies being blown apart and friends screaming in agony as they die in front of you, but the sadness of losing someone you love and knowing you will probably never have them again is another side of the coin.

I am not close to being suicidal, no matter how low I get I always find a way to claw my way back up and etch some kind of fuckin life for myself in this world until circumstances come around and try to push me back down again, but I refuse to accept defeat by the hands of fate. "Have no faith or belief whatsoever in those who doubt you for your greatness will silence them all" quote Ultimate Warrior.

 

Self pep-talks on getbig don't typically achive the desired result.

[nasht5]

STOPPED reading when it said they were 26.

[FitnessFrenzy]

a young Howard in the making.

[ESFitness]

Btw... You're 26. When I was 26, I was in prison.

It doesn't get easier.

[Deadpool]

STOPPED reading when it said they were 26.

Ditto 

[8 INCH not biceps]

As I get older, 26 now I really feel the accumulation of lost loved ones and lovers starting to build, I often sit back home alone sometimes and recall all the good times I've had and the bad and really get overtaken by nostalgia tainted with sadness, anyone else get this feeling?

I walk by places I've been with women I loved and remember moments of the past and see them play out infront of me and it's borderline haunting, one of the hardest things about getting older seems to be this gradual accumulation of memories which you have to carry on your shoulders for the rest of your life.

Anyone else ever get this feeling? I'm starting to understand why some people feel the need to drop everything and move to another part of the country to get away from the past and the memories. Even effects your ability to be happy when your in the same situation you were in the past in terms of the stages of a relationship etc... Does it just mean that I need to find someone better than what's come before to forget everything? feels impossible though since I had someone who was one in a million and lost them primarily due to circumstances beyond my control (location/distance). Maybe It's even harder when you have nothing lasting like children to show for it but instead just memories....

Even my fucking bed has memories, of having sex numerous times in a day and laying together laughing with joy/ecstasy afterwards now the silence of the room and the empty space next to me gives me fuckin chills. Yes I have had/currently have other women since these past long term ones and temporarily I forget everything while having sex and so on but when I have a night alone in my house all the other memories rush back into my mind and fuck me up badly.

[calfzilla]

Life is hard method but it does get worse. Wait till you're mid 30s and still unmarried and can't even imagine a scenario where you will ever go on another date again. And even if you do get a date with a woman also in her mid 30s you have the realization that A) There is clearly something wrong with her to be that age and still not married. B) by mid 30s she has already taken over 100 dicks and it is unlikely yours will be very impressive.

You mentioned exes huh. Places you've been, things you've done; well in your 30s all the Women you dated in your 20s and you still have some feelings for them are all married now.

Oh yeah, One more thing, your bank account much smaller than you anticipated it being at this stage of your life. 

Cheers. 

[Irongrip400]

I started coming to this realization at about 27 or so. Your face starts to look a bit different, you realize this ride isn't going to last forever. It can become depressing but you can either get busy living or get busy dying bro. Make it the former.

[light weight baby]

i'm 28 and on top of the world

fucking prostitutes raw no pulling out

building huge arms

licking prostitutes buttholes

taking steroids

crushing heavy ass weight in the gym

dating a virgin who is 7 and a half years younger than me (and 18 years younger than my ex) and i going to take her innocence soon. her traps and ass are breath taking really.

[Simple Simon]

STOPPED reading when it said they were 26.

this, twenty fucking six, get to fuck...

[calfzilla]

I started coming to this realization at about 27 or so. Your face starts to look a bit different, you realize this ride isn't going to last forever. It can become depressing but you can either get busy living or get busy dying bro. Make it the former.

Well said. I also feel that as you get older you fear death less and less. When I'm 70 I doubt I will fear it at all. I'll be ready to go. When I was younger my mortality freaked me out. Not so much now.

[light weight baby]

Well said. I also feel that as you get older you fear death less and less. When I'm 70 I doubt I will fear it at all. I'll be ready to go. When I was younger my mortality freaked me out. Not so much now.

i dont fear death because heaven awaits for me

[Dokey111]

Jesus 26 my life was just getting started 

[Simple Simon]

i dont fear death because heaven awaits for me

[light weight baby]

yes man

the world is truly yours when you are a man who loves black pussy and has some coins to drop on them


those are some fine honeys

wuld raw dog no pulling out

would eat buttholes

[calfzilla]

yes man

the world is truly yours when you are a man who loves black pussy and has some coins to drop on them


those are some fine honeys

wuld raw dog no pulling out

would eat buttholes

The blacks I find most attractive are Ethiopian because they don't have the wide Dexter Jackson air sucking nose, and overall they just have better faces like a white woman but with chocolate skin.

[light weight baby]

The blacks I find most attractive are Ethiopian because they don't have the wide Dexter Jackson air sucking nose, and overall they just have better faces like a white woman but with chocolate skin.

there is nothing wrong with brutal negro features if she has big DSL and a massive ass

[ratherbebig]

these are good times to live in

in the 50s there were only 250 million people in africa, now 1,2 billion people

lots more black women around these days, lots more!

[light weight baby]

these are good times to live in

in the 50s there were only 250 million people in africa, now 1,2 billion people

lots more black women around these days, lots more!

i agree

nowadays you can even find a ton of fine black honeys in thailand

[Simple Simon]

i agree

nowadays you can even find a ton of fine black honeys in thailand all over fucking Europe in swarms.

fixed