Hardest thing about getting older, the accumulation of losses+sad memories

[light weight baby]

what really matters in life is building big arms and getting black women to comment on them, feel and grope them and bang your chest muscles then let you hit it raw no pulling out

THOSE are the moments that reaally count in life


you think i'm joking but i'm absolutely not

[Ronnie Rep]

We all know you're not joking that's what makes it so pathetic.

[light weight baby]

We all know you're not joking that's what makes it so pathetic.

you've been brain washed by feminism

bred to be nothing but a provider to some cookie cutter 6/10 female who wants a husband a house and children

you dont even have the brain power to question yourself

[2scared2post]

you've been brain washed by feminism

bred to be nothing but a provider to some cookie cutter 6/10 female who wants a husband a house and children

you dont even have the brain power to question yourself

Better than being nothing but a receded haired provider for 1/10 black prostitutes.

[light weight baby]

Better than being nothing but a receded haired provider for 1/10 black prostitutes.

the prostitutes i fuck blow away the wives and gf's of all you cucks

[10pints]

the prostitutes i fuck blow away the wives and gf's of all you cucks

They all LLS brah!

[Howard]

As I get older, 26 now I really feel the accumulation of lost loved ones and lovers starting to build, I often sit back home alone sometimes and recall all the good times I've had and the bad and really get overtaken by nostalgia tainted with sadness, anyone else get this feeling?

I walk by places I've been with women I loved and remember moments of the past and see them play out infront of me and it's borderline haunting, one of the hardest things about getting older seems to be this gradual accumulation of memories which you have to carry on your shoulders for the rest of your life.

Anyone else ever get this feeling? I'm starting to understand why some people feel the need to drop everything and move to another part of the country to get away from the past and the memories. Even effects your ability to be happy when your in the same situation you were in the past in terms of the stages of a relationship etc... Does it just mean that I need to find someone better than what's come before to forget everything? feels impossible though since I had someone who was one in a million and lost them primarily due to circumstances beyond my control (location/distance). Maybe It's even harder when you have nothing lasting like children to show for it but instead just memories....

Even my fucking bed has memories, of having sex numerous times in a day and laying together laughing with joy/ecstasy afterwards now the silence of the room and the empty space next to me gives me fuckin chills. Yes I have had/currently have other women since these past long term ones and temporarily I forget everything while having sex and so on but when I have a night alone in my house all the other memories rush back into my mind and fuck me up badly.

I just noticed and read this OP thread. Great topic.

I can relate, big time.
One of my most recent was right after the death of my Mom last year.
She had lived in the same place since my parents divorced in 1979.

We were staying at her place to be with her during the final days.
Once she had passed, the funeral home came and got her body.
My wife and I needed to get out, relax and eat something after that ordeal.

A couple hours later we returned and it was pretty late at night by then.
I paused, looked  at the small porch and doorway area when it hit me.
I'd been coming to this same place to visit my mom for the past 35 years.
Now she was gone and I'd never be back here again to visit her.

That was a tough , emotional experience for me and it still chokes me up.

[Spike]

Life is hard method but it does get worse. Wait till you're mid 30s and still unmarried and can't even imagine a scenario where you will ever go on another date again. And even if you do get a date with a woman also in her mid 30s you have the realization that A) There is clearly something wrong with her to be that age and still not married. B) by mid 30s she has already taken over 100 dicks and it is unlikely yours will be very impressive.

You mentioned exes huh. Places you've been, things you've done; well in your 30s all the Women you dated in your 20s and you still have some feelings for them are all married now.

Oh yeah, One more thing, your bank account much smaller than you anticipated it being at this stage of your life. 

Cheers. 

No - in your 30s you are single you know what trash is - you seek out the best for yourself in all forms of life and you eliminate dumb bitches with kids that suck up cash because they can't make decent amounts

Stay single
KEEP UR CREDIT GOOD
buy property
Save $
Take mad gh
Stop drinking , smoke good hash
=30s of gold
All these depressed dudes copped out and ran too much test - crashed , suicidial , prob drinkers or do pills

[loco]

I just noticed and read this OP thread. Great topic.

I can relate, big time.
One of my most recent was right after the death of my Mom last year.
She had lived in the same place since my parents divorced in 1979.

We were staying at her place to be with her during the final days.
Once she had passed, the funeral home came and got her body.
My wife and I needed to get out, relax and eat something after that ordeal.

A couple hours later we returned and it was pretty late at night by then.
I paused, looked  at the small porch and doorway area when it hit me.
I'd been coming to this same place to visit my mom for the past 35 years.
Now she was gone and I'd never be back here again to visit her.

That was a tough , emotional experience for me and it still chokes me up.

Howard,

Again, I am very sorry for your loss!  Hang in there.

[Ronnie Rep]

you've been brain washed by feminism

bred to be nothing but a provider to some cookie cutter 6/10 female who wants a husband a house and children

you dont even have the brain power to question yourself

I lived that life, but didn't have to pay prostitutes to fuck me. Maybe when you hit 30 you will change your tune, or not.

[light weight baby]

I lived that life, but didn't have to pay prostitutes to fuck me. Maybe when you hit 30 you will change your tune, or not.

i'll be 30 in february 2018

that's pretty close

but this chic i'm seeing says she wants to procreate with me in about 4-5 years from now


so maybe it will all come together when i'm about 33-34

[Howard]

Howard,

Again, I am very sorry for your loss!  Hang in there.

Thanks so much for the kind words but she passed 13 mos ago in Nov of 2015.
It was quite meaningful to be with her during her final week.
She saw me come into this life and I saw her depart. Pretty special stuff.

[Howard]

No - in your 30s you are single you know what trash is - you seek out the best for yourself in all forms of life and you eliminate dumb bitches with kids that suck up cash because they can't make decent amounts

Stay single
KEEP UR CREDIT GOOD
buy property
Save $
Take mad gh
Stop drinking , smoke good hash
=30s of gold
All these depressed dudes copped out and ran too much test - crashed , suicidial , prob drinkers or do pills

Good solid advice.

[JBGRAY]

Yes. In my 20's and early 30's, life was great. Now, it is just very different. Remember, on average, men do not know themselves until they are around 38 or so. In my mid 30's now and watched my wife of 15 years succumb to cancer after an almost 2 year battle with it. You tend to look at life differently after watching someone who was healthy and vibrant turn into someone you no longer recognize. On top of all that, she had a miscarriage with our twins during a healthy interlude (she beat stage 3 then succumbed to stage 4 months later).

I no longer look at frivolous things in a serious light anymore. I run my own start up business and live life as ethically and morally as I can.

[Howard]

Yes. In my 20's and early 30's, life was great. Now, it is just very different. Remember, on average, men do not know themselves until they are around 38 or so. In my mid 30's now and watched my wife of 15 years succumb to cancer after an almost 2 year battle with it. You tend to look at life differently after watching someone who was healthy and vibrant turn into someone you no longer recognize. On top of all that, she had a miscarriage with our twins during a healthy interlude (she beat stage 3 then succumbed to stage 4 months later).

I no longer look at frivolous things in a serious light anymore. I run my own start up business and live life as ethically and morally as I can.

Tough stuff but thanks for sharing.

I saw my older sis get taken down with cancer that spread thru her body, 5 years ago.

[Henda]

Yes. In my 20's and early 30's, life was great. Now, it is just very different. Remember, on average, men do not know themselves until they are around 38 or so. In my mid 30's now and watched my wife of 15 years succumb to cancer after an almost 2 year battle with it. You tend to look at life differently after watching someone who was healthy and vibrant turn into someone you no longer recognize. On top of all that, she had a miscarriage with our twins during a healthy interlude (she beat stage 3 then succumbed to stage 4 months later).

I no longer look at frivolous things in a serious light anymore. I run my own start up business and live life as ethically and morally as I can.

Wow mate you been through some heavy shit.
Sorry for your losses mate

[_bruce_]

The first time I was really sad, and I mean REALLY sad, was when I realized my parents are getting old.

It happened when I was visiting them and it hit home so hard that I had to go to my room, aka jerkoff shrine, and sit back. It was such an empty feeling that bites your stomach... a dull void which engulfs you and you realize your ineptitude to elongate their lives.
Years later my father died of cancer because he always fed on some shit that was bothering him. Luckily he "only" suffered for a few months and had been of excellent health for the preceding 79 years - he still had all of his teeth when on his deathbed.
The morning he died I woke up due to him breathing heavily - I instantly knew that the reaper had come and hurried outside to sit next to him. He folded in my arms and when I heard steps from the first aid people approaching I withdrew to my room because it was such an intimate moment that I had to be alone. I was happy that he died and was able to find peace while he still could move and not wither away like a monetized vegetable.

He visited me once in my dreams and after I woke up my chest region was all warm and fuzzy like somebody had heated it.
Despite all the perceived drama and trauma never forget that it all is just an experience and you're here to learn and resolve things.

The End  

[Howard]

The first time I was really sad, and I mean REALLY sad, was when I realized my parents are getting old.

It happened when I was visiting them and it hit home so hard that I had to go to my room, aka jerkoff shrine, and sit back. It was such an empty feeling that bites your stomach... a dull void which engulfs you and you realize your ineptitude to elongate their lives.
Years later my father died of cancer because he always fed on some shit that was bothering him. Luckily he "only" suffered for a few months and had been of excellent health for the preceding 79 years - he still had all of his teeth when on his deathbed.
The morning he died I woke up due to him breathing heavily - I instantly knew that the reaper had come and hurried outside to sit next to him. He folded in my arms and when I heard steps from the first aid people approaching I withdrew to my room because it was such an intimate moment that I had to be alone. I was happy that he died and was able to find peace while he still could move and not wither away like a monetized vegetable.

He visited me once in my dreams and after I woke up my chest region was all warm and fuzzy like somebody had heated it.
Despite all the perceived drama and trauma never forget that it all is just an experience and you're here to learn and resolve things.

The End  

That's as deep, special, personal and meaningful an experience as any human will have.
Thanks for sharing.

[Rascal full]

Yes. In my 20's and early 30's, life was great. Now, it is just very different. Remember, on average, men do not know themselves until they are around 38 or so. In my mid 30's now and watched my wife of 15 years succumb to cancer after an almost 2 year battle with it. You tend to look at life differently after watching someone who was healthy and vibrant turn into someone you no longer recognize. On top of all that, she had a miscarriage with our twins during a healthy interlude (she beat stage 3 then succumbed to stage 4 months later).

I no longer look at frivolous things in a serious light anymore. I run my own start up business and live life as ethically and morally as I can.

Sorry for your loss and best of luck for the future.

[blackpele]

You spent several billion years not caring before you were born, you will spend infinity not caring after you die, you are on this earth for a mere nanosecond in the grand scheme of things, nobody MAYBE apart from your children, if you have them, will care when you die.Its really best to treat life as lightly as possible.

Great post.......

[Rusty Trombone]

i'm 32  28 and on top of the world

fucking prostitutes and other chicks raw no pulling out

building huge arms

licking prostitutes buttholes

taking steroids

crushing heavy ass weight in the gym

dating a virgin who is 7 and a half years younger than me (and 18 years younger than my ex) and i going to take her innocence soon. her traps and ass are breath taking really.

Here's me !😃

[Howard]

Here's me !😃

Ok fess up and tell us which guy had the sweetest fart locker to lick?

[deadz]

Op sounds like an emo fag.

[falco]

You are 26 and you know about getting older???

SHUT THE FUCK UP BOY!

[The Wizard of Truth]

As I get older, 26 now I really feel the accumulation of lost loved ones and lovers starting to build, I often sit back home alone sometimes and recall all the good times I've had and the bad and really get overtaken by nostalgia tainted with sadness, anyone else get this feeling?

I walk by places I've been with women I loved and remember moments of the past and see them play out infront of me and it's borderline haunting, one of the hardest things about getting older seems to be this gradual accumulation of memories which you have to carry on your shoulders for the rest of your life.

Anyone else ever get this feeling? I'm starting to understand why some people feel the need to drop everything's hing and move to another part of the country to get away from the past and the memories. Even effects your ability to be happy when your in the same situation you were in the past in terms of the stages of a relationship etc... Does it just mean that I need to find someone better than what's come before to forget everything? feels impossible though since I had someone who was one in a million and lost them primarily due to circumstances beyond my control (location/distance). Maybe It's even harder when you have nothing lasting like children to show for it but instead just memories....

Even my fucking bed has memories, of having sex numerous times in a day and laying together laughing with joy/ecstasy afterwards now the silence of the room and the empty space next to me gives me fuckin chills. Yes I have had/currently have other women since these past long term ones and temporarily I forget everything while having sex and so on but when I have a night alone in my house all the other memories rush back into my mind and fuck me up badly.

You're 26 and aren't actually a dickhead anymore, you'll meet a few more serious gfs and have marriage in the future too