Shizzo,
It's pretty clear that most here really don't like you. I am indifferent myself as I don't really even know anyone. You actually don't bother me, but if I don't like a thread that you or anyone else is in, I just click to another one. The problem is you really do just recycle the same crap over and over again and you don't seem to understand you will never get the attention you are seeking from this place. The ironic thing is that if you actually started training and making some progress you'd probably naturally gravitate away from this place and that would be a good thing for you. Being here too much isn't healthy anyways. My advice is just log out and get off the computer for a good month or two. Start training and you might be surprised that you won't even feel the urge to come here anymore. I'm giving you some solid advice here and not trying to be rude or a dick.