You, Erik, and TA not caring about being alive. Never knew you had such cavalier attitudes towards your own lives.
I don't have a cavalier attitude towards my own life. I take my life very seriously.
You posed a hypothetical "life" that didn't, and won't happen. If I wasn't born, then I'd have no life to be concerned about, as I would never have existed, and therefore wouldn't have been able to think about my life at all.
That's the problem with you emotional, spiritual types. You can't deal with reality. Your thinking is always polluted with big doses of playing pretend, and not focusing on the real world.