show me where I said that I'm looking for friends here
good luck with that
how's your eating going?
why do you think people self denigrate, advertise their flaws, seek pity and reassurance blah blah blah
oh wait i asked you this before and it went straight over your head that time too
"i hope i dont screw up this time!"
"is this a good bench?"
"am i an asshole?"
"can i be considered a man with just four oz of muscle per cubic cm of wrist mass? guys? guys?

"
ffs, if all self-awareness disappeared from earth tonight, you'd be the only man to wake up tomorrow none the wiser