of course its not, textbook narcissistic behavior my friend
ie narcissists embellish shit on a regular basis
Nope. Not an embellishment. Just a lie. In his quote he said nothing about being a physique model, nothing about top notch genetics (this was only reserved for Falcon),
nothing about great potential... you just made all this up.
He did say you are too small. That you possess some feminine qualities. That you are "OK" going by the picture 20 years old that you use to spam the board with.
You latched on to the one throw away compliment because gh15 didn't want you to kill yourself. That "many would want to look like you."
My cousin, who has never pick up a weight in his life has a build many would want. Just an average build of a 26 year old. "Many" spend tons of money trying to look like that because "many" are big fatsos. He's not a fatso. Just a medium average build.
You were in good shape 20 years ago but nothing special. You don't look like someone who spends hours in the gym lifting weights but maybe does some surfing and some b-ball.
You continually lie to us and you lie to yourself which is why you have quickly gone from being a tolerable poster to one of the most contemptible members on this board.
Even you can't completely hide from your lies, false persona and posturing. You know something is wrong deep inside you which is why you are seeking professional help. Props for that.
Ask MOS to pray for you. I'm not at his level of benevolence.