Another desperate cry for attention. Makes fun of himself to garner sympathy. Admits to be a narcissistic, self-absorbed, lonely, sad little douche but still persists. I keep telling myself he's a good guy irl but, man, I'm finding him to be more and more of a contemptible, sad, and pathetic little man.
Howard, please, just stop already, man. Just stop. Just grow a pair, quit feeling sorry for yourself, do something useful.
I remember one summer I volunteered for Meals on Wheels. It was so rewarding. Meeting older people that have so much to share and getting their perspective on life
as the decades went by.
Try to do something for others. Work in an animal shelter. Do your small part to make your little piece of the world a better place. Just stop wasting yourself. You should be grateful that you have such a comfortable life with nothing but free time to burn. But you just waste it. That's why you feel so hollow and empty and look to a bbing message board for validation.
