Hello Getbiggers
First - Earl1972 - big public thanks for reaching out recently, even when I stayed off the boards.
I'm still learning to crawl at this point.
To fill you all in on what's transpired since...
Mid last month (on the day the Vegas trip was to begin), I received an email saying she needs me to move on; she has - and said it was her last message to me. Ever.
Ok. Got it. Sad, but there's nothing else you can do at that point.
So... it's been about 3 weeks, and then... a couple nights ago, she texts me.
It's a smiley face, upside down. No other content.
I didn't reply, because, what the heck is an upside down smiley face?
First I thought it was an accidental text meant for someone else. But, I have serious doubts on that.
And if it was intentional - well frankly, you cannot really start a chat off a non typical emoji. Or can you these days?
Bottom line; any progress learning to crawl has been halted. The uncertainty feelings and other feelings rushed back.
So, here I am.