party bender? prolly when I was 17 years old, one summer I partied for a few weeks straight daily - hell I went to ASU, college was a long ass spring break
but as an adult? nothing really,
huge solitude moment with some booze involved. I cut back on things in life (work hours, gym hours, relationships, commitments) and did some serious solitude time for a looooong time.
it was well worth it, took me a long time to figure things out.
personal soap box comment - more people need to take time alone (walks, retreats) to be with themselves and their thoughts