Quoting from instagram:
....I became OBSESSED fast, with how do I build as much muscle on a 5ft 6 frame as poss. More food, more drugs, more intensity - was literally all I knew. And it worked to a point. But once I got to 25-26 yo and still wanted to grow, how do you then overcome that? when your body tells you to fuck off. You can't do 8-9000 cals a day and 5g of drugs a week, trust me I have tried , it's just not sustainable.