keep telling yourself that you fattie
Will do.
Interestingly, early in my bodybuilding journey (mid-‘80s), there was an ad regularly featured in the Muscle & Fitness and FLEX mags in which Bill Kazmaier was shown seated on the bumper of a vehicle, wearing shorts and no shirt, reading a magazine. The tag was (paraphrasing), “The strongest men in the world read Powerlifting USA”.
I vividly remember being taken with how his supremely-powerful build looked simply brutish and impressive.
For the next 10 or so years I pursued competitive bodybuilding, but when I made the decision to focus only on what I love concerning muscle, its performance traits, the memory of my preferring the thicker appearance returned to the forefront of my mind.