i told my sisters dont buy my shit and ill buy for your kids.. gave them all $50 gift cards(7 in total)( i never got that from my uncles). point is Christmas is about the kids not the adults. My sisters bought me gifts i got pissed... even thought i know they meant well... but i spent all my money on their kids.. and i felt guilty because i didnt buy them anything only for their kids... but they said you bought for our kids so its ok... man i felt like human garbage.. i hate Christmas...its really lost its meaning