you just gave us a glimpse into your own mind, seek help
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No, I pointed that your posting pattern fits the profile of a mass shooter from the United States.
Let's review:
1) You lie about your life constantly, like in that preposterous story of being stabbed with a fork in the rear end by a woman (really, who would be that credulous).
2) You're obsessed with a retired bodybuilder and brook no disagreement or criticism of him, which suggests a one-track-mind, characteristic of these guys and their grudges against society.
3) You fight with virtually everyone here and are an admitted loner. The sexually frustrated part I'll leave out since that's a given and not really material to this conversation (mental images to avoid).
That's a pretty good case for you trying to outscore the Las Vegas shooter if you ask me.