There are plenty of women that are equally as beautiful as she was but a whole lot less mentally disturbed. Of course in this age of the "selfie", they are a rare lot.
I don't see how anyone could become involved with someone in this charade that the fitness industry has become as the greater majority of those folks are just self-centered narcissistic morons. Live to pose, pose to live, i.e., the very definition of an imitation of life.