I've seen enough of guys like this in my life. When I was in college and in my early twenties the gyms were full of them. Guys taking steroids thinking they can make a living at this game. They throw their future careers out the windows in search of the vials, syringes and garbage jobs so they can pursue bodybuilding. Then after cycling on and off for sometimes decades they are left with nothing but a crumpled up picture they keep in their wallet to show people what they use to look like. A couple of the guys are steroid lifers but when they get into their late 50's they start having prostate issues and warning mini strokes. They rationalize their drug use as a non contributor to their health issues.