You see, it isn't so bad to be oneself even on Getbig.
Who said it was so bad? I had no idea people were so interested in my life. You think by "exposing me" you've "hurt" me. Now people know that my name is Philip Gilkey, I live on Nukuwai Place in Kahaluu, Hawaii. One of the most beautiful parts of the island that still maintains it's island beauty, unlike downtown Honolulu which may as well be L.A. or New York. I was recruited by the Defense Department and got a scholarship and a job after my sophomore year at UCLA. I worked for over twenty years as a government contractor with Aerospace companies building and implementing military hardware to combat Communist expansion. I traveled to South America, South East Asia, and the Middle East throughout my career. One of the programs I was on was data reduction on the radars used on the Tomahawk missiles. It was with great pride sitting in the cafeteria at Raytheon Missile Systems main branch watching live on TV as BGM-109 Tomahawk Land-Attack Missiles were being launched from the USS Missouri during Operation Desert Storm knowing it came from the very building I was sitting in and I may ever well have tested some of those missiles heading towards Iraq at that very moment. Our company also manufactured the FIM-92 Stinger that can be shoulder-fired by a single person and was instrumental in keeping the Soviets at bay during their war in Afghanistan. In fact, I would go as far as to say that one piece of armory is what turned the tide in the war forcing the Soviets into a long drawn out conflict which bankrupted their country leading to the fall of the Soviet Union. Yes, that one piece of equipment played a huge role in the fall of Communism -- the evilest, murderous, regime in human history.
The fall of the Soviet Union and the Berlin Wall was the culmination of every True Believer, like me, dream for this world. Every generation has it's evil. Whether it is Fascism, Nazism, Communism, and now radical Islam -- the fight continues. It's the way of the world for the foreseeable future and I believe it will always be that way. The human race is cursed. This planet is cursed. You will never eliminate evil but if you don't fight it, it will win and destroy you. We can only survive by killing. Everywhere in nature, it's killing to survive. That's why my question is not so much is there a God but is God good? If one can create any world they want, why this?
Get it, Vince Basile? And you find it "interesting" that I don't want to bring even more innocent lives into this world? That it would be better to try to make life better for those already cursed being here? Something they neither wished for, earned, or deserved? That some are able to rise above their natural instinct to preserve and propagate their own gene pool.
In addition, I was also a sponsored athlete and served on a panel on a local talk show that features a liberal host, two libs, and two conservatives to debate the issues of the day. I represented the conservative side. In fact, I still have some VCR tapes of my cable TV shows and maybe I'll convert it into whatever format is necessary to post on YouTube and play it here and you can see Philip Gilkey in action debating other pundits on TV.
I also worked for a charity name PACT (Positive Alternatives for Children Today) stationed at the Mar Vista housing project trying to provide an alternative for kids so they don't get sucked into the gang culture. I remember Disturbia (Josh's original board name) trying to locate that organization to harass and discredit it.
So you got me, Vince. You got my name and address and revealed my sad, lonely, empty life to strangers on a bodybuilding board not to mention conker who is a high school drop out and spent time in prison and lies about owning a business and brags about paying $800 for zipper booties.
I'll never recover.
