ESF - Discussion

[wes]

I AM GOD SON ! 

[beakdoctor]

Who talks like this? Did you imagine this would sound cool when you typed it?

LOL....

[ESFitness]

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No Meth but I dabbled in Heroin,,,,,,,,,,,,,not a junkie just a dabller but it had a high price..... I contracted Hepatitus B behind a dirty needle.

I was in the hospital for 7  days with a 105 degree fever........my shit was white,my piss was orange,my eyes were orange all my joints hurt,I would get teeth chattering chills,then a minute later I was sweating profusely...........my buddy brought me a fifth of Jack Daniels as a get well gift.LOL 

Anything I ate, would once hitting the pit of my stomach,immediately come up in the form of projectile vomit...........same for liquids.

I thoughtIwas A goner on that one.

Signed myself out after 7 days AMA and went and bought a case of Budweiser and 3 joints on my way to my aunts house.

The things addiction makes people do.

This essay sounds like one of yours................... ....scary !   LOL 

Dude, i don't give a fuck about whatever you did. You don't seem to understand, I don't give a fuk about you and the only reason I even a fucking address you is because you come after me first.

It's YOU comparing yourself and your stories and your experience to me and mine.

I've posted plenty about my times in the hospital.

I checked out with sepsis, cellulitis in both legs, and Endocarditis (bacteria in a heart valve) all from only 4wks of banging 6-8 2mg diluadid tabs 6-8x a day. Woke up shivering/shaking uncontroably one Saturday morning, freezing cold. GF wrapped me in every blanket she had, still shaking.. lasted about 6am-noon.

I get up, she goes to class for an hour. She had brought in a gallon of Gatorade, everything I drank I puked up, including the 30 PC's of sushi I/we ate the night before that was still in my stomach.

She gets home and I'm pouring sweat. She takes my temp, 105.3. we go to urgent care and as I'm filling out the forms, I'm dripping puddles under the seat and all over the form like a facet. I get in to see the Dr and she looks at me and looks at my ankles, which were 19" from my calve to my heels and says I must be fucking stupid, if she (gf) wasn't here, I'd call an ambulance right now.

So, we go to the ER and the check me in with a 106.4 temp and give me a 325mg Tylenol (I'm used to taking 2000mg at a time, at least)., And we sit and wait 7 fucken hrs to be seen (I went out to the car 2-3x to shoot some 16mg diluadid shots). It was late and everybody else was wrapped up in blankets (it was cold and raining out) and I'm sitting in a tank top that's soaked and I've got a puddle of sweat beneath me.

They finally see me and say I'll have to stay for a week most likely.. I say fuck that, I have clients Monday. They say, ok, well best case scenario is if you leave and come back, you'll lose only your left leg from the ankle down, worst case if you lose your right from the knee down.

I agree to stay thinking I'll be out in 2 days, but within 12hrs they find endocarditis and my white cell ct goes from 14 to 22 AFTER 12hrs of a round the clock antibiotic cocktail (3dif antibiotics) and they say if I leave my heart will eventually stop. I'm trying to leave cuz we already have plans tickets and 2wks with 3 dif resorts paid for in Cancun and I'm not making any money.

The day before they let me go (I got the "team" of 4-5drs that'd come to see me twice a day, if my white cell count came down 2 blood draws in a row they'd discharge me with.oral clindamycin), I'm in the bathroom shooting some diluadid and hear a Dr talking to my gf (they knew each other. that was also the hospital she was a 3rd yr med student at... You'd think a 3rd yr med student would recognize cellulitis. But then she also didn't recognize black tar heroin when I told her it.was "kratom resin") asking her what all steroids i was using, as if she would remember. She knew, she just didn't remember. And I come out and he says I have hepatitis, and my act/alt is elevated etc... That was likely from the methyltrienolone, and asks about my ankles and insay it was from "igf1 Des site injections" and he thought there was gonna be an influx of ppl coming with with this "new drug" igf1. Dipshit had no clue what igf1 was. I tell him don't worry about it, and next time you can just ask me what I'm taking. Asking her is fucken shady, I heard every word.

Checked out a day after, with Endocarditis and on my way to Cancun a day or 2 after. Landed in Cancun and by the time we got.to the rental car place, I'm surprised that I'm in full blown opiate withdrawal. Railed all 11tabs of diluadid I brought with me (woulda brought a couple hundred, but wasn't sure about smuggling drugs through customs INTO Mexico. Brought them OUT plenty of time) After a couple days I was fine. Delt with that drinking pina coladas morning till night. All inclusive open bars everywhere. Before that I hadn't drank in 12+yrs

After that, first OD was my first relapse after I broke up with that girl, bought a week after. Muscled a 1.5g shot and ODd in my car, still running. Did the same few months later, again on black tar. Woke up to a cop. Then again twice in a day, on "China white". And then again a CPL times after,when I had a few mgs of Klonopin in my system. Oh, and another time when I had "fake" Xanax and alcohol in me. Woke up in a CVS parking lot with the car running and an unopened bottle of vodka on the floor. Was on my way to my dealer and never made it. Different gf at my place asleep and.said I'd been gone since 8pm, and it was now 4am.

I could go on and on and on, cuz stories like mine aren't that rare. Shit they're not rare at all, but YOU for.some.reason get all butthurt and try to compare yourself to me. You should like a little boy throwing a tantrum.

Speaking of little.boys... you say I was "born with a silver spoon"?? Bwahahaha AND you want to compare childhoods? Wtf is wrong with you? You need therapy dude. Getting all butthurt over another guy on an internet forum, wanting to "compare childhoods"? Bwahahaha that's almost the dumbest thing I've seen you post yet.

[AbrahamG]

^The smackdown has been laid^

[ESFitness]

ESF,one of these days we`ll compare  how we came up as kids.

I`d be willing to wager you were born with a silver spoon in your mouth and rebelled against mommy and daddy because you didn`t get your way onetime.

My life was hard and if it wasn `t for my strong belief in my potentiasl I would be dead right now or making the time you did look like a fucking cakewalk.

BTW,I have been pronounced dead on 3 different  occasions and still came back to place on a national level several times over in 2 organizations.

You were too chickenshit to even attempt to compete................. .....LOSER !

Rebelled against mommy and.daddy?

Eh, I didn't drink or use drugs in high school. I was "straight edge" and an athlete. When I moved out at 18 I didn't talk to or see my dad for a good 5yrs. I didn't start using heroin till I was in my 30s, like 32? 33? Or something? And I haven't talked to my mom since like 05.

So there goes that theory.

[Coach is Back!]

^The smackdown has been laid^

You actually read all that?

[LurkerNoMore]

You actually read all that?

Probably not.  He's probably just encouraging him to make a bigger fool out of himself.

[joswift]

Dude, i don't give a fuck about whatever you did. You don't seem to understand, I don't give a fuk about you and the only reason I even a fucking address you is because you come after me first.

It's YOU comparing yourself and your stories and your experience to me and mine.

I've posted plenty about my times in the hospital.

I checked out with sepsis, cellulitis in both legs, and Endocarditis (bacteria in a heart valve) all from only 4wks of banging 6-8 2mg diluadid tabs 6-8x a day. Woke up shivering/shaking uncontroably one Saturday morning, freezing cold. GF wrapped me in every blanket she had, still shaking.. lasted about 6am-noon.

I get up, she goes to class for an hour. She had brought in a gallon of Gatorade, everything I drank I puked up, including the 30 PC's of sushi I/we ate the night before that was still in my stomach.

She gets home and I'm pouring sweat. She takes my temp, 105.3. we go to urgent care and as I'm filling out the forms, I'm dripping puddles under the seat and all over the form like a facet. I get in to see the Dr and she looks at me and looks at my ankles, which were 19" from my calve to my heels and says I must be fucking stupid, if she (gf) wasn't here, I'd call an ambulance right now.

So, we go to the ER and the check me in with a 106.4 temp and give me a 325mg Tylenol (I'm used to taking 2000mg at a time, at least)., And we sit and wait 7 fucken hrs to be seen (I went out to the car 2-3x to shoot some 16mg diluadid shots). It was late and everybody else was wrapped up in blankets (it was cold and raining out) and I'm sitting in a tank top that's soaked and I've got a puddle of sweat beneath me.

They finally see me and say I'll have to stay for a week most likely.. I say fuck that, I have clients Monday. They say, ok, well best case scenario is if you leave and come back, you'll lose only your left leg from the ankle down, worst case if you lose your right from the knee down.

I agree to stay thinking I'll be out in 2 days, but within 12hrs they find endocarditis and my white cell ct goes from 14 to 22 AFTER 12hrs of a round the clock antibiotic cocktail (3dif antibiotics) and they say if I leave my heart will eventually stop. I'm trying to leave cuz we already have plans tickets and 2wks with 3 dif resorts paid for in Cancun and I'm not making any money.

The day before they let me go (I got the "team" of 4-5drs that'd come to see me twice a day, if my white cell count came down 2 blood draws in a row they'd discharge me with.oral clindamycin), I'm in the bathroom shooting some diluadid and hear a Dr talking to my gf (they knew each other. that was also the hospital she was a 3rd yr med student at... You'd think a 3rd yr med student would recognize cellulitis. But then she also didn't recognize black tar heroin when I told her it.was "kratom resin") asking her what all steroids i was using, as if she would remember. She knew, she just didn't remember. And I come out and he says I have hepatitis, and my act/alt is elevated etc... That was likely from the methyltrienolone, and asks about my ankles and insay it was from "igf1 Des site injections" and he thought there was gonna be an influx of ppl coming with with this "new drug" igf1. Dipshit had no clue what igf1 was. I tell him don't worry about it, and next time you can just ask me what I'm taking. Asking her is fucken shady, I heard every word.

Checked out a day after, with Endocarditis and on my way to Cancun a day or 2 after. Landed in Cancun and by the time we got.to the rental car place, I'm surprised that I'm in full blown opiate withdrawal. Railed all 11tabs of diluadid I brought with me (woulda brought a couple hundred, but wasn't sure about smuggling drugs through customs INTO Mexico. Brought them OUT plenty of time) After a couple days I was fine. Delt with that drinking pina coladas morning till night. All inclusive open bars everywhere. Before that I hadn't drank in 12+yrs

After that, first OD was my first relapse after I broke up with that girl, bought a week after. Muscled a 1.5g shot and ODd in my car, still running. Did the same few months later, again on black tar. Woke up to a cop. Then again twice in a day, on "China white". And then again a CPL times after,when I had a few mgs of Klonopin in my system. Oh, and another time when I had "fake" Xanax and alcohol in me. Woke up in a CVS parking lot with the car running and an unopened bottle of vodka on the floor. Was on my way to my dealer and never made it. Different gf at my place asleep and.said I'd been gone since 8pm, and it was now 4am.

I could go on and on and on, cuz stories like mine aren't that rare. Shit they're not rare at all, but YOU for.some.reason get all butthurt and try to compare yourself to me. You should like a little boy throwing a tantrum.

Speaking of little.boys... you say I was "born with a silver spoon"?? Bwahahaha AND you want to compare childhoods? Wtf is wrong with you? You need therapy dude. Getting all butthurt over another guy on an internet forum, wanting to "compare childhoods"? Bwahahaha that's almost the dumbest thing I've seen you post yet.

you said 35 last time you told this story, I call bullshit

[joswift]

[gib]

Dude, i don't give a fuck about whatever you did. You don't seem to understand, I don't give a fuk about you and the only reason I even a fucking address you is because you come after me first.

It's YOU comparing yourself and your stories and your experience to me and mine.

I've posted plenty about my times in the hospital.

I checked out with sepsis, cellulitis in both legs, and Endocarditis (bacteria in a heart valve) all from only 4wks of banging 6-8 2mg diluadid tabs 6-8x a day. Woke up shivering/shaking uncontroably one Saturday morning, freezing cold. GF wrapped me in every blanket she had, still shaking.. lasted about 6am-noon.

I get up, she goes to class for an hour. She had brought in a gallon of Gatorade, everything I drank I puked up, including the 30 PC's of sushi I/we ate the night before that was still in my stomach.

She gets home and I'm pouring sweat. She takes my temp, 105.3. we go to urgent care and as I'm filling out the forms, I'm dripping puddles under the seat and all over the form like a facet. I get in to see the Dr and she looks at me and looks at my ankles, which were 19" from my calve to my heels and says I must be fucking stupid, if she (gf) wasn't here, I'd call an ambulance right now.

So, we go to the ER and the check me in with a 106.4 temp and give me a 325mg Tylenol (I'm used to taking 2000mg at a time, at least)., And we sit and wait 7 fucken hrs to be seen (I went out to the car 2-3x to shoot some 16mg diluadid shots). It was late and everybody else was wrapped up in blankets (it was cold and raining out) and I'm sitting in a tank top that's soaked and I've got a puddle of sweat beneath me.

They finally see me and say I'll have to stay for a week most likely.. I say fuck that, I have clients Monday. They say, ok, well best case scenario is if you leave and come back, you'll lose only your left leg from the ankle down, worst case if you lose your right from the knee down.

I agree to stay thinking I'll be out in 2 days, but within 12hrs they find endocarditis and my white cell ct goes from 14 to 22 AFTER 12hrs of a round the clock antibiotic cocktail (3dif antibiotics) and they say if I leave my heart will eventually stop. I'm trying to leave cuz we already have plans tickets and 2wks with 3 dif resorts paid for in Cancun and I'm not making any money.

The day before they let me go (I got the "team" of 4-5drs that'd come to see me twice a day, if my white cell count came down 2 blood draws in a row they'd discharge me with.oral clindamycin), I'm in the bathroom shooting some diluadid and hear a Dr talking to my gf (they knew each other. that was also the hospital she was a 3rd yr med student at... You'd think a 3rd yr med student would recognize cellulitis. But then she also didn't recognize black tar heroin when I told her it.was "kratom resin") asking her what all steroids i was using, as if she would remember. She knew, she just didn't remember. And I come out and he says I have hepatitis, and my act/alt is elevated etc... That was likely from the methyltrienolone, and asks about my ankles and insay it was from "igf1 Des site injections" and he thought there was gonna be an influx of ppl coming with with this "new drug" igf1. Dipshit had no clue what igf1 was. I tell him don't worry about it, and next time you can just ask me what I'm taking. Asking her is fucken shady, I heard every word.

Checked out a day after, with Endocarditis and on my way to Cancun a day or 2 after. Landed in Cancun and by the time we got.to the rental car place, I'm surprised that I'm in full blown opiate withdrawal. Railed all 11tabs of diluadid I brought with me (woulda brought a couple hundred, but wasn't sure about smuggling drugs through customs INTO Mexico. Brought them OUT plenty of time) After a couple days I was fine. Delt with that drinking pina coladas morning till night. All inclusive open bars everywhere. Before that I hadn't drank in 12+yrs

After that, first OD was my first relapse after I broke up with that girl, bought a week after. Muscled a 1.5g shot and ODd in my car, still running. Did the same few months later, again on black tar. Woke up to a cop. Then again twice in a day, on "China white". And then again a CPL times after,when I had a few mgs of Klonopin in my system. Oh, and another time when I had "fake" Xanax and alcohol in me. Woke up in a CVS parking lot with the car running and an unopened bottle of vodka on the floor. Was on my way to my dealer and never made it. Different gf at my place asleep and.said I'd been gone since 8pm, and it was now 4am.

I could go on and on and on, cuz stories like mine aren't that rare. Shit they're not rare at all, but YOU for.some.reason get all butthurt and try to compare yourself to me. You should like a little boy throwing a tantrum.

Speaking of little.boys... you say I was "born with a silver spoon"?? Bwahahaha AND you want to compare childhoods? Wtf is wrong with you? You need therapy dude. Getting all butthurt over another guy on an internet forum, wanting to "compare childhoods"? Bwahahaha that's almost the dumbest thing I've seen you post yet.

That's a hell of a story. You need to learn how to handle your opioids. All in moderation my friend. Heroin can be a wonderful drug, if used in the right way and circumstances. But you need to consider it a treat of the opium gods, and not something to gorge yourself on.

[wes]

I`m so sorry dickweed,but I`1m not reading all that shit.................... ........................ .........just more lies anyway.

[wes]

This fucking lying clown writes up a meaningless post as long as "War And Peace" just to deflect my question which was  about naming the pro bodybuilders he has trained.

Like I said before.,...........I`ll wait!!

[AbrahamG]

That's a hell of a story. You need to learn how to handle your opioids. All in moderation my friend. Heroin can be a wonderful drug, if used in the right way and circumstances. But you need to consider it a treat of the opium gods, and not something to gorge yourself on.

GTFO with moderation.  Moderation is for pussies.  ESF spits in the face of moderation.

[illuminati]

Dude, i don't give a fuck about whatever you did. You don't seem to understand, I don't give a fuk about you and the only reason I even a fucking address you is because you come after me first.

It's YOU comparing yourself and your stories and your experience to me and mine.

I've posted plenty about my times in the hospital.

I checked out with sepsis, cellulitis in both legs, and Endocarditis (bacteria in a heart valve) all from only 4wks of banging 6-8 2mg diluadid tabs 6-8x a day. Woke up shivering/shaking uncontroably one Saturday morning, freezing cold. GF wrapped me in every blanket she had, still shaking.. lasted about 6am-noon.

I get up, she goes to class for an hour. She had brought in a gallon of Gatorade, everything I drank I puked up, including the 30 PC's of sushi I/we ate the night before that was still in my stomach.

She gets home and I'm pouring sweat. She takes my temp, 105.3. we go to urgent care and as I'm filling out the forms, I'm dripping puddles under the seat and all over the form like a facet. I get in to see the Dr and she looks at me and looks at my ankles, which were 19" from my calve to my heels and says I must be fucking stupid, if she (gf) wasn't here, I'd call an ambulance right now.

So, we go to the ER and the check me in with a 106.4 temp and give me a 325mg Tylenol (I'm used to taking 2000mg at a time, at least)., And we sit and wait 7 fucken hrs to be seen (I went out to the car 2-3x to shoot some 16mg diluadid shots). It was late and everybody else was wrapped up in blankets (it was cold and raining out) and I'm sitting in a tank top that's soaked and I've got a puddle of sweat beneath me.

They finally see me and say I'll have to stay for a week most likely.. I say fuck that, I have clients Monday. They say, ok, well best case scenario is if you leave and come back, you'll lose only your left leg from the ankle down, worst case if you lose your right from the knee down.

I agree to stay thinking I'll be out in 2 days, but within 12hrs they find endocarditis and my white cell ct goes from 14 to 22 AFTER 12hrs of a round the clock antibiotic cocktail (3dif antibiotics) and they say if I leave my heart will eventually stop. I'm trying to leave cuz we already have plans tickets and 2wks with 3 dif resorts paid for in Cancun and I'm not making any money.

The day before they let me go (I got the "team" of 4-5drs that'd come to see me twice a day, if my white cell count came down 2 blood draws in a row they'd discharge me with.oral clindamycin), I'm in the bathroom shooting some diluadid and hear a Dr talking to my gf (they knew each other. that was also the hospital she was a 3rd yr med student at... You'd think a 3rd yr med student would recognize cellulitis. But then she also didn't recognize black tar heroin when I told her it.was "kratom resin") asking her what all steroids i was using, as if she would remember. She knew, she just didn't remember. And I come out and he says I have hepatitis, and my act/alt is elevated etc... That was likely from the methyltrienolone, and asks about my ankles and insay it was from "igf1 Des site injections" and he thought there was gonna be an influx of ppl coming with with this "new drug" igf1. Dipshit had no clue what igf1 was. I tell him don't worry about it, and next time you can just ask me what I'm taking. Asking her is fucken shady, I heard every word.

Checked out a day after, with Endocarditis and on my way to Cancun a day or 2 after. Landed in Cancun and by the time we got.to the rental car place, I'm surprised that I'm in full blown opiate withdrawal. Railed all 11tabs of diluadid I brought with me (woulda brought a couple hundred, but wasn't sure about smuggling drugs through customs INTO Mexico. Brought them OUT plenty of time) After a couple days I was fine. Delt with that drinking pina coladas morning till night. All inclusive open bars everywhere. Before that I hadn't drank in 12+yrs

After that, first OD was my first relapse after I broke up with that girl, bought a week after. Muscled a 1.5g shot and ODd in my car, still running. Did the same few months later, again on black tar. Woke up to a cop. Then again twice in a day, on "China white". And then again a CPL times after,when I had a few mgs of Klonopin in my system. Oh, and another time when I had "fake" Xanax and alcohol in me. Woke up in a CVS parking lot with the car running and an unopened bottle of vodka on the floor. Was on my way to my dealer and never made it. Different gf at my place asleep and.said I'd been gone since 8pm, and it was now 4am.

I could go on and on and on, cuz stories like mine aren't that rare. Shit they're not rare at all, but YOU for.some.reason get all butthurt and try to compare yourself to me. You should like a little boy throwing a tantrum.

Speaking of little.boys... you say I was "born with a silver spoon"?? Bwahahaha AND you want to compare childhoods? Wtf is wrong with you? You need therapy dude. Getting all butthurt over another guy on an internet forum, wanting to "compare childhoods"? Bwahahaha that's almost the dumbest thing I've seen you post yet.

WTF
Not Reading that Delusional Wall of Text
No Doubt More Nonsense about How Much / how soon / I did this / I did that
Bigger & Better Than Everyone.

Dream on.

[wes]

My life makes this liars life look like a fairy tale.................... ................errrr oh wait !  LOL

[wes]

Just wanted to add that I have spoken and told my story in AA and NA well over 100 times or more in an effort to deter others from making the same mistakes I made.'

In no way am I glorifying my misspent life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,plus I did good by turning things around and being productive.

I might also add that I was a victim of circumstance at an early age. living in an abusive home.

[ESFitness]

That's a hell of a story. You need to learn how to handle your opioids. All in moderation my friend. Heroin can be a wonderful drug, if used in the right way and circumstances. But you need to consider it a treat of the opium gods, and not something to gorge yourself on.

Handle? I can "handle" 6,000mg+ (that's all I was willing to pay for each day, and by 6g/day,) I hadn't "gotten high" for over a year at that dose. Just using just not to be sick.

For some of us, if we have the means/$, we'll take that 1 Vicodin and an hour later we'll take another 40 (in my case literally... Crushed up and washed back with a mt. Dew), and In my case I've literally taken 40-60tabs of both Norco or perc10's, wayyy into liver faliure levels when I couldn't get heroin and had to get the the day or night... At least not once we've had a taste of addiction.

For people like me, with a taste for opiates, because they fill some sorta "hole" in us, there is no "moderation". We'll take as much as we can afford

[ESFitness]

Just wanted to add that I have spoken and told my story in AA and NA well over 100 times or more in an effort to deter others from making the same mistakes I made.'

In no way am I glorifying my misspent life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,plus I did good by turning things around and being productive.

I might also add that I was a victim of circumstance at an early age. living in an abusive home.

Dude, the way you get butthurt on here about me telling "war stories" and how you feel the need 2say things like "I grew up in the streets you had a silver spoon in your mouth" and try to sound compare your stories and your life to mine,? somebody like that has no fucking business speaking at an NA meeting. No fucking business whatsoever. Maybe you should go to a fucking meeting every day of the week for the next walking month and just sit in back and shut your fucking mouth and listen you fucking holier-than-thou soapbox riding dry fucking drunk.

[ESFitness]

Btw, Wes, if you wanna give me a call or text and ask about anything you claim i say is a lie , feel free. My # isn't hard to get and i do/have/will reply spoken to many on these boards.

*Not tonight tho, it's 3am and I have to be up at 7.

[wes]

Dude, the way you get butthurt on here about me telling "war stories" and how you feel the need 2say things like "I grew up in the streets you had a silver spoon in your mouth" and try to sound compare your stories and your life to mine,? somebody like that has no fucking business speaking at an NA meeting. No fucking business whatsoever. Maybe you should go to a fucking meeting every day of the week for the next walking month and just sit in back and shut your fucking mouth and listen you fucking holier-than-thou soapbox riding dry fucking drunk.

Listen fuckface,I`1m getting pretty sick of your bullshit lies.................far from butthurt you nitwit.

You hate me because you know that I have your number and I do not believe your shit like the other sheep here.

If you lived for an hour in my past life,you`d be fucking pushing up daisies.

Robbed stores,busses,taxis,houses,people,drugstores,stole cars,etc. etc.................just to survive because I had nothing.

I was one of a very few who grew up in a Black ghetto from the age of 5 years old..................... ...I had to be hard because I had to fight on the daily,being the only cracker in the hood.

My father beat up my mother and me and my 2 sisters constantly as he was a low down peice of shit drunk.

No silver spoons jammed up my ass buddy !

My fight game had to be good...........didn`t get put in PC like you did  in prison because there is no PC in the jungle I grew up in called the streets.

Third most dangerous place to live in Massachusetes.

More on this  later you liar.

Oh yeah for the guys who busted pellius about fighting that bum............where I come from if anyone shows you their cock,you rip it off and show them the other end of it that hey`ve never seen before.............take my burger = catch a beatdown.

Pellius did the right thing................... ....couldn`t care less how old hewas/is.

[wes]

Btw, Wes, if you wanna give me a call or text and ask about anything you claim i say is a lie , feel free. My # isn't hard to get and i do/have/will reply spoken to many on these boards.

*Not tonight tho, it's 3am and I have to be up at 7.

I do not have to call you I have 4 of your former friends feeding me shit about you in my PM box.

[ESFitness]

Listen fuckface,I`1m getting pretty sick of your bullshit lies.................far from butthurt you nitwit.

You hate me because you know that I have your number and I do not believe your shit like the other sheep here.

If you lived for an hour in my past life,you`d be fucking pushing up daisies.

Robbed stores,busses,taxis,houses,people,drugstores,stole cars,etc. etc.................just to survive because I had nothing.

I was one of a very few who grew up in a Black ghetto from the age of 5 years old..................... ...I had to be hard because I had to fight on the daily,being the only cracker in the hood.

My father beat up my mother and me and my 2 sisters constantly as he was a low down peice of shit drunk.

No silver spoons jammed up my ass buddy !

My fight game had to be good...........didn`t get put in PC like you did  in prison because there is no PC in the jungle I grew up in called the streets.

Third most dangerous place to live in Massachusetes.

More on this  later you liar.

Oh yeah for the guys who busted pellius about fighting that bum............where I come from if anyone shows you their cock,you rip it off and show them the other end of it that hey`ve never seen before.............take my burger = catch a beatdown.

Pellius did the right thing................... ....couldn`t care less how old hewas/is.

Again, I read the first sentence thing you wrote and it's the same thing.... "Your lies your lies your lies!!! WAaaWAaaaWaaAaa

More meltdowns and more tantrums.

WHAT EXACTLY are you butthurt that you claim I'm lying about???

YOU EVER say. Ever.

Your same.stupid response is "I'm from the streets, I was a crackhead.if I didn't do it, there's no way YOU couldn't have!!! WAAaaa WAAAaaa Waaaa"

Somebody like you has NO BUSINESS speaking at AA/NA.

Youre a perfect example of the kind of person who has no business speaking at meetings because you have the fagile little ego and mentality that you go up there and rehash your old war stories, and you NEED to be the center of attention. If someone else has "war stories", your ego gets bruised and you NEED to speak at another meeting so people pay attention to you, with people in the audience rolling their eyes because they've all done the same shit. You go to NA/AA for attention and to talk, you don't go to listen.

The evidence is in this 27 pages of you having a meltdown over shit some guy you don't know and doesn't impact your life.

Pathetic. You're a textbook dry-drunk

[ESFitness]

I do not have to call you I have 4 of your former friends feeding me shit about you in my PM box.

Hahaha it was 1

..then 2


..... Now it's 4.

Post their names. Now who's lying?

You're a pathetic fuck. Name'em liar.

[wes]

Hahaha it was 1

..then 2


..... Now it's 4.

Post their names. Now who's lying?

You're a pathetic fuck. Name'em liar.

Name the pro bodybuilders that you trained chump.

[wes]

I have every right to speak at an AA meeting you jerk,I drank off and on for 33 years..................h elped out many prople too,what have you done to help anyone?