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Re: ESF
« Reply #700 on: September 20, 2019, 11:50:02 AM »
which was it?

Which is what?

Are you dense as well?

That's 6grams a day, moron. Which was 4-6 1-1.5g shots/day.

Did you finish high school? Or you "from the meeeean skreetz" like Wes?

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Re: ESF
« Reply #701 on: September 20, 2019, 11:56:20 AM »
Which is what?

Are you dense as well?

That's 6grams a day, moron. Which was 4-6 1-1.5g shots/day.

Did you finish high school? Or you "from the meeeean skreetz" like Wes?

I didnt mean any disrespect, I know how you can react to disrespect, but seriously, 6 grams a day of good shit would kill you, you will obviously come back with the story that yours was straight off a cartel van at the border but this only makes your 6 grams look even more stupid, 6 grams of mostly baking powder would be believable.

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« Reply #702 on: September 20, 2019, 11:56:52 AM »
Yeah, must be shit gear to do that much. Half a gram of good shit will fuck most users up.

Hahaha and you're a heroin expert as well??

 You used heroin for how long?

Or you're just retyping shit you heard from Google or someone else?

And half a gram of WHAT? Heroin? Or Heroin with fentanyl?

You idiots must not realize what diacetylmorphine's (that's all heroin is. That's why it smells like vinegar) half life is.

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Re: ESF
« Reply #703 on: September 20, 2019, 11:58:47 AM »
I didnt mean any disrespect, I know how you can react to disrespect, but seriously, 6 grams a day of good shit would kill you, you will obviously come back with the story that yours was straight off a cartel van at the border but this only makes your 6 grams look even more stupid, 6 grams of mostly baking powder would be believable.


Cartels don't bring in much powder. If you'd read and pay attention, I'm on the west coast (in a hub area of distribution), I was using black tar.

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« Reply #704 on: September 20, 2019, 12:01:15 PM »
Cartels don't bring in much powder. If you'd read and pay attention, I'm on the west coast (in a hub area of distribution), I was using black tar.

"Black tar heroin looks different than powder heroin. It is a dark-colored form of heroin that can be rock-like or sticky like roofing tar. During production, black tar heroin often is mixed, or “cut,” with low quality substances such as burned cornstarch or lactose. The substance generally is less refined and cheaper than conventional powder heroin."

So you were buying shit then, thanks for clearing that up

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Re: ESF
« Reply #705 on: September 20, 2019, 12:02:27 PM »
Rebelled against mommy and.daddy?

Eh, I didn't drink or use drugs in high school. I was "straight edge" and an athlete. When I moved out at 18 I didn't talk to or see my dad for a good 5yrs. I didn't start using heroin till I was in my 30s, like 32? 33? Or something? And I haven't talked to my mom since like 05.

So there goes that theory.


Clearly, you don't have a strong relationship with your parents. So, silver spoon or not, it appears something must have gone horribly wrong during your upbringing. That is a real shame.

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Re: ESF
« Reply #706 on: September 20, 2019, 12:05:52 PM »
People in here are extra crazy lately. I mean on the whole forum. Most of the threads now are really weird.

Looks like Pops had a GetBigger OD and passed on his sleep, maybe due to boredom :(




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« Reply #707 on: September 20, 2019, 12:10:09 PM »
Rebelled against mommy and.daddy?

Eh, I didn't drink or use drugs in high school. I was "straight edge" and an athlete. When I moved out at 18 I didn't talk to or see my dad for a good 5yrs. I didn't start using heroin till I was in my 30s, like 32? 33? Or something? And I haven't talked to my mom since like 05.

So there goes that theory.


You are only 37 now?????

Seems to me you have been using all the time you were on this forum claiming to work 20 hours a day training clients, things dont seem to be making sense (not that it ever did)

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« Reply #708 on: September 20, 2019, 12:15:16 PM »
"Black tar heroin looks different than powder heroin. It is a dark-colored form of heroin that can be rock-like or sticky like roofing tar. During production, black tar heroin often is mixed, or “cut,” with low quality substances such as burned cornstarch or lactose. The substance generally is less refined and cheaper than conventional powder heroin."

So you were buying shit then, thanks for clearing that up

Black tar is cut with carmalized sugar, nothing more. All you do is put sugar and a little water in a pot, heat, and stir till it all turns brown. Let it cool and scrap it up with a razor blade. "Burned cornstarch and lactose" hahaha

You are only 37 now?????

Seems to me you have been using all the time you were on this forum claiming to work 20 hours a day training clients, things dont seem to be making sense (not that it ever did)

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No way I could've worked those hrs if I hadn't been using.

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Re: ESF
« Reply #709 on: September 20, 2019, 12:15:49 PM »
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At eight o'clock Kutuzov rode to Pratz at the head of Miloradovich's fourth column, the one which was to take the place of the columns of Przebyszewski and Langeron, which had already gone down. He greeted the men of the head regiment and gave the order to move, thus showing that he intended to lead the column himself. Having ridden to the village of Pratz, he halted. Prince Andrei, one of the enormous number of persons constituting the commander in chief's suite, stood behind him. Prince Andrei felt excited, irritated, and at the same time restrainedly calm, as a man usually is when a long-desired moment comes. He was firmly convinced that this was the day of his Toulon or his bridge of Arcole. How it would happen, he did not know, but he was firmly convinced that it would be so. The locality and position of our troops were known to him, as far as they could be known to anyone in our army. His own strategic plan, which there obviously could be no thought of carrying out now, was forgotten. Now, entering into Weyrother's plan, Prince Andrei pondered the possible happenstances and came up with new considerations, such as might call for his swiftness of reflection and decisiveness.

To the left below, in the fog, exchanges of fire between unseen troops could be heard. There, it seemed to Prince Andrei, the battle would concentrate, there an obstacle would be encountered, and "it's there that I'll be sent with a brigade or division, and there, with a standard in my hand, I'll go forward and crush everything ahead of me."

Prince Andrei could not look with indifference at the standards of the battalions going past him. Looking at a standard, he thought: maybe it is that very standard with which I'll have to march at the head of the troops.

By morning the night's fog had left only hoarfrost turning into dew on the heights, but in the hollows the fog still spread its milk-white sea. Nothing could be seen in that hollow to the left, into which our troops had descended and from which came the sounds of gunfire. Over the heights was a dark, clear sky, and to the right-the enormous ball of the sun. Far ahead, on the other shore of the sea of fog, one could make out the jutting, wooded hills on which the enemy army was supposed to be, and something was discernible. To the right the guards were entering the region of the fog, with a sound of tramping and wheels and an occasional gleam of bayonets; to the left, beyond the village, similar masses of cavalry approached and disappeared into the sea of fog. In front and behind moved the infantry. The commander in chief stood on the road out of the village, letting the troops pass by him. Kutuzov seemed exhausted and irritable that morning. The infantry going past him halted without any command, apparently because something ahead held them up.

"But tell them, finally, to form into battalions and go around the village," Kutuzov said angrily to a general who rode up. "Don't you understand, Your Excellency, my dear sir, that to stretch out in a defile through village streets is impossible when we're marching against an enemy?"

"I intended to form them up outside the village, Your Excellency," said the general.

Kutuzov laughed biliously.

"A fine sight you'd be, lining up in view of the enemy, a very fine sight!"

"The enemy's still far off, Your Excellency. According to the disposition . . ."

"The disposition!" Kutuzov exclaimed biliously. "Who told you that? . . . Kindly do as you're ordered."

"Yes, sir!"

"Mon cher," Nesvitsky said to Prince Andrei in a whisper, "le vieux est d'une humeur de chien."

An Austrian officer in a white uniform with green plumes on his hat rode up to Kutuzov and asked on behalf of the emperor whether the fourth column had started into action.

Kutuzov turned away without answering him, and his gaze chanced to rest on Prince Andrei, who was standing close by. Seeing Bolkonsky, Kutuzov softened the angry and caustic expression of his gaze, as if aware that his adjutant was not to blame for what was going on. And, without answering the Austrian adjutant, he addressed Bolkonsky:

"Allez voir, mon cher, si la troisième division a dépassé le village. Dites-lui de s'arrêter et d'attendre mes ordres."

Prince Andrei had only just started when he stopped him.

"Et demandez-lui si les tirailleurs sont postés," he added. "Ce qu'ils font, ce qu'ils font!" he said to himself, still not answering the Austrian.

Prince Andrei galloped off to carry out his mission.

Overtaking all the advancing battalions, he stopped the third division and ascertained that there was in fact no line of riflemen in front of our columns. The regimental commander of the front regiment was very surprised by the order conveyed to him from the commander in chief to send out riflemen. The regimental commander stood there in the full conviction that there were more troops ahead of him, and that the enemy was no less than six miles away. In fact, nothing could be seen ahead but empty terrain sloping away and covered with thick fog. Having ordered on behalf of the commander in chief that the omission be rectified, Prince Andrei galloped back. Kutuzov still stood in the same place and, his corpulent body sagging over the saddle in old man's fashion, yawned deeply, closing his eyes. The troops were no longer moving, but stood at parade rest.

"Very good, very good," he said to Prince Andrei and turned to a general who stood there with a watch in his hand, saying it was time to move on, because all the columns of the left flank had already descended.

"We still have time, Your Excellency," Kutuzov said through a yawn. "We have time!" he repeated.

Just then, from well behind Kutuzov, came shouts of regimental greetings, and these voices began to approach quickly along the whole extended line of the advancing Russian columns. It was clear that the one being greeted was riding quickly. When the soldiers of the regiment Kutuzov was standing in front of began to shout, he rode slightly to one side and, wincing, turned to look. Down the road from Pratz galloped what looked like a squadron of varicolored horsemen. Two of them rode side by side at a great gallop ahead of the rest. One, in a black uniform with white plumes, rode a bobtailed chestnut horse, the other, in a white uniform, rode a black horse. These were the two emperors with their suite. Kutuzov, with the affectation of a frontline veteran, ordered his standing troops to "attention" and, saluting, rode up to the emperor. His whole figure and manner suddenly changed. He acquired the look of a subordinate, unthinking man. With affected deference, which obviously struck the emperor Alexander unpleasantly, he rode up and saluted him.

The unpleasant impression, like the remains of fog in a clear sky, passed over the emperor's young and happy face and disappeared. He was somewhat thinner that day, after his illness, than on the field of Olmütz, where Bolkonsky had seen him for the first time abroad, but there was the same enchanting combination of majesty and mildness in his beautiful gray eyes, and the fine lips had the same possibility of various expressions, with a prevalent expression of good-natured, innocent youth.

At the Olmütz review he was more majestic; here he was more cheerful and energetic. He was slightly flushed after galloping two miles and, reining in his horse, gave a sigh of relief and looked around at the faces of his suite, as young, as animated as his own. Czartoryski and Novosiltsev, and Prince Volkonsky and Stroganov, and the others, all richly clad, cheerful young men on splendid, pampered, fresh, only slightly sweaty horses, talking and smiling, stopped behind the sovereign. The emperor Franz, a ruddy, long-faced young man, sat extremely straight on his handsome black stallion and looked around him with a preoccupied, unhurried air. He called up one of his white adjutants and asked something. "Most likely what time they started," thought Prince Andrei, observing his old aquaintance, and recalling his audience with a smile he was unable to repress. In the emperors' suite there were picked fine young orderly officers, Russian and Austrian, from the guards and infantry regiments. Among them were grooms leading the handsome spare horses of the royalty in embroidered cloths.

The emperor cupped his ear, frowning slightly and showing that he had not heard properly.

"I'm waiting, Your Majesty," Kutuzov repeated (Prince Andrei noticed that Kutuzov's upper lip twitched unnaturally as he said this "waiting"). "Not all the columns are assembled, Your Majesty."

The sovereign heard, but this reply clearly did not please him; he shrugged his slightly stooping shoulders, glanced at Novosiltsev, who stood nearby, as if complaining of Kutuzov by this glance.

"We're not on the Tsaritsyn Field, Mikhail Larionovich, where you don't start a parade until all the regiments are assembled," said the sovereign, again glancing into the eyes of the emperor Franz, as though inviting him, if not to take part, at least to listen to what he was saying; but the emperor Franz went on looking around and did not listen.

"That is just why I do not begin, Sire," Kutuzov said in a ringing voice, as if to forestall the possibility of not being heard, and again something twitched in his face. "I do not begin, Sire, because we are not on parade and not on the Tsaritsyn Field," he uttered clearly and distinctly.

All the faces in the sovereign's suite instantly exchanged glances with each other, expressing murmur and reproach. "Old as he may be, he should not, he simply should not speak that way," these faces expressed.

The sovereign looked fixedly and attentively into Kutuzov's eyes, waiting to see if he would say something more. But Kutuzov, for his part, bowed his head deferentially and also seemed to be waiting. The silence lasted for about a minute.

"However, if you order it, Your Majesty," said Kutuzov, raising his head and again changing his tone to that of a dull, unthinking, but obedient general.

He touched up his horse and, calling to him the column leader Miloradovich, gave him the order to advance.

The troops stirred again, and two battalions of the Novgorodsky regiment and a battalion of the Apsheronsky regiment moved on past the sovereign.

While this Apsheronsky battalion was marching by, ruddy-faced Miloradovich, with no greatcoat, in his uniform tunic and decorations and a hat with enormous plumes, worn at an angle and brim first, galloped ahead hup-two, and with a dashing salute, reined in his horse before the sovereign.

"God be with you, General," said the sovereign.

"Ma foi, sire, nous ferons ce que qui sera dans notre possibilité, sire!" he replied merrily, nevertheless calling up mocking smiles among the gentlemen of the suite with his bad French.

Miloradovich turned his horse sharply and placed himself slightly behind the sovereign. The Apsherontsy, excited by the presence of the sovereign, marched past the emperors and their suite at a dashingly brisk pace, beating their feet.

"Lads!" cried Miloradovich in a loud, self-assured, and merry voice, obviously so excited by the sounds of gunfire, the anticipation of battle, and the sight of his gallant Apsherontsy-his companions from Suvorov's time-marching briskly past the emperors, that he forgot the sovereign's presence. "Lads, it won't be the first village you've taken!" he shouted.

"We do our best, sir!" the soldiers shouted out.

The sovereign's horse shied at the sudden shout. This horse, who had carried the sovereign at reviews while still in Russia, also carried her rider here, on the field of Austerlitz, enduring the distracted nudges of his left foot, pricked up her ears at the sound of gunshots just as she did on the Field of Mars, understanding neither the meaning of the shots she heard, nor the presence of the emperor Franz's black stallion, nor anything of what her rider said, thought, or felt that day.

The sovereign turned with a smile to one of his retinue, pointing to the gallant Apsherontsy, and said something to him.

Kutuzov, accompanied by his adjutants, rode at a walk behind the carabineers.

Having gone less than half a mile at the tail of the column, he stopped by a solitary, deserted house (probably a former tavern), where the road forked. Both roads went down the hill, and troops were marching along both.

The fog began to lift, and enemy troops could be dimly seen about a mile and a half away on the heights opposite. To the left below, the gunfire was growing louder. Kutuzov stopped, talking with an Austrian general. Prince Andrei, standing slightly behind him, peered at the enemy and turned to an adjutant, wishing to borrow a field glass from him.

"Look, look," said this adjutant, looking not at the distant troops, but down the hill in front of him. "It's the French!"

The two generals and the adjutants began snatching at the field glass, pulling it away from each other. All their faces suddenly changed, and on all of them horror appeared. The French were supposed to be a mile and a half from us, and they suddenly turned up right in front of us.

"Is it the enemy? . . . No! . . . Yes, look, he's . . . for certain . . . What is this?" voices said.

With his naked eye, Prince Andrei saw below, to the right, a dense column of French coming up to meet the Apsherontsy, no further than five hundred paces from where Kutuzov was standing.

"Here it is, the decisive moment has come! Now it's my turn," thought Prince Andrei, and, spurring his horse, he rode up to Kutuzov.

"The Apsherontsy must be stopped, Your Excellency!" he cried.

But at that same moment everything became covered with smoke, there was the sound of gunfire nearby, and a naively frightened voice two steps from Prince Andrei cried: "Well, brothers, that's it for us!" And it was as if this voice was a command. At this voice everyone began to run.

Confused, ever increasing crowds came running back to the place where, five minutes before, the troops had marched past the emperors. Not only was it difficult to stop this crowd, but it was impossible not to yield and move back with it. Bolkonsky tried only not to be separated from Kutuzov and looked around in perplexity, unable to understand what was happening in front of him. Nesvitsky, looking angry, red, and not like himself, shouted to Kutuzov that if he did not leave at once, he would certainly be taken prisoner. Kutuzov stood in the same place and, without responding, took out his handkerchief. Blood was flowing from his cheek. Prince Andrei forced his way to him.

"Are you wounded?" he asked, barely able to control the trembling of his lower jaw.

"The wound isn't here, it's there!" said Kutuzov, pressing the handkerchief to his wounded cheek and pointing to the fleeing men.

"Stop them!" he cried, and at the same time, probably realizing that it was impossible to stop them, spurred his horse and rode to the right.

A fresh crowd of fleeing men streamed past, caught him up, and carried him backwards.

The troops were fleeing in such a dense crowd that, once one landed in the middle of it, it was difficult to get out. Someone shouted, "Keep going, don't drag your feet!" Another, turning around, fired into the air; someone else struck the horse on which Kutuzov himself was riding. Extricating themselves with the greatest effort from the flow of the crowd to the left, Kutuzov and his suite, diminished by more than half, rode towards the sounds of nearby cannon fire. Extricating himself from the crowd of fleeing men, Prince Andrei, trying to keep up with Kutuzov, saw on the slope of the hill, amidst the smoke, a Russian battery still firing, and the French running up to it. Slightly higher stood Russian infantry, neither moving ahead to aid the battery, nor backwards in the direction of the fugitives. A general on horseback separated himself from the infantry and rode up to Kutuzov. There were only four men left in Kutuzov's suite. They were all pale and exchanged glances silently.

"Stop those villains!" Kutuzov said breathlessly to the regimental commander, pointing to the fleeing men; but at the same moment, as if in punishment for those words, bullets, like a flock of birds, flew whistling at the regiment and Kutuzov's suite.

The French had attacked the battery and, seeing Kutuzov, were shooting at him. With this volley, the regimental commander seized his leg; several soldiers fell, and an ensign holding a standard let it drop from his hands; the standard wavered and fell, stopped momentarily by the bayonets of the soldiers around it. The soldiers began firing without any orders.

"Oooh!" Kutuzov moaned with an expression of despair and looked around. "Bolkonsky," he whispered in a voice trembling with awareness of his old man's strengthlessness. "Bolkonsky," he whispered, pointing to the disordered battalion and the enemy, "what's going on?"

But before he finished saying it, Prince Andrei, feeling sobs of shame and anger rising in his throat, was already jumping off his horse and running towards the standard.

"Forward, lads!" he cried in a childishly shrill voice.

"Here it is!" thought Prince Andrei, seizing the staff of the standard and hearing with delight the whistle of bullets, evidently aimed precisely at him. Several soldiers fell.

"Hurrah!" cried Prince Andrei, barely able to hold up the heavy standard, and he ran forward with unquestioning assurance that the entire battalion would run after him.

And indeed he ran only a few steps alone. One soldier started out, another, and the whole battalion, with a shout of "Hurrah!" rushed forward and overtook him. A sergeant of the battalion ran up, took the standard that was wavering in Prince Andrei's hands because of its weight, but was killed at once. Prince Andrei again seized the standard and, dragging it by the staff, ran with the battalion. Ahead of him he saw our artillerists, some of whom were fighting, while others abandoned the cannon and came running in his direction; he also saw French infantrymen, who had seized the artillery horses and were turning the cannon. Prince Andrei and his battalion were now twenty paces from the cannon. Above him he heard the unceasing whistle of bullets, and soldiers ceaselessly gasped and fell to right and left of him. But he did not look at them; he looked fixedly only at what was happening ahead of him-at the battery. He clearly saw the figure of a red-haired gunner, his shako knocked askew, pulling a swab from one side, while a French soldier pulled it towards him from the other side. Prince Andrei saw clearly the bewildered and at the same time angry expression on the faces of the two men, who evidently did not understand what they were doing.

"What are they doing?" Prince Andrei wondered, looking at them. "Why doesn't the red-haired artillerist run away, since he has no weapon? Why doesn't the Frenchman stab him? Before he runs away, the Frenchman will remember his musket and bayonet him."

In fact, another Frenchman with his musket atilt ran up to the fighting men, and the lot of the red-haired artillerist, who still did not understand what awaited him and triumphantly pulled the swab from the French soldier's hands, was about to be decided. But Prince Andrei did not see how it ended. It seemed to him as though one of the nearest soldiers, with the full swing of a stout stick, hit him on the head. It was slightly painful and above all unpleasant, because the pain distracted him and kept him from seeing what he had been looking at.

"What is it? am I falling? are my legs giving way under me?" he thought, and fell on his back as Vissy straddled him.

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Re: ESF
« Reply #710 on: September 20, 2019, 12:18:29 PM »
You are only 37 now?????

Seems to me you have been using all the time you were on this forum claiming to work 20 hours a day training clients, things dont seem to be making sense (not that it ever did)

You can see any of the YouTube videos where I'm on 600mg oxy/day and each vid is taken maybe 5-10mins after getting IV diluadid.

Was I nodding out? Slurring? Droopy eyed?

Or was I fully awake and alert?

Opiates don't affect everybody the same way.

If they made me nod off and drool on myself I never would've used'em.

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« Reply #711 on: September 20, 2019, 12:21:02 PM »
You can see any of the YouTube videos where I'm on 600mg oxy/day and each vid is taken maybe 5-10mins after getting IV diluadid.

Was I nodding out? Slurring? Droopy eyed?

Or was I fully awake and alert?

Opiates don't affect everybody the same way.

If they made me nod off and drool on myself I never would've used'em.

You werent making any sense if that counts?

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« Reply #712 on: September 20, 2019, 12:22:05 PM »
You werent making any sense if that counts?

How so?

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« Reply #713 on: September 20, 2019, 12:29:30 PM »

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« Reply #714 on: September 20, 2019, 12:32:10 PM »
doesnt matter...

Of course it does. If it didn't you wouldn't have a) remembered it, or b) mentioned it.

Unless you've never seen any and just making shit up

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« Reply #715 on: September 20, 2019, 12:54:01 PM »
Of course it does. If it didn't you wouldn't have a) remembered it, or b) mentioned it.

Unless you've never seen any and just making shit up
I have decided now that you are in fact a troll, no one would have missed the joke I made without doing it deliberatly

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Re: ESF
« Reply #716 on: September 20, 2019, 12:57:17 PM »
Black tar is cut with carmalized sugar, nothing more. All you do is put sugar and a little water in a pot, heat, and stir till it all turns brown. Let it cool and scrap it up with a razor blade. "Burned cornstarch and lactose" hahaha

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Yea, I've talked about it before. You act like discovered mystery. I trained clients from 5 or 530am till 7pm, with 30min sections open here and there (when I'd go get food and do shots usually), and managed the gym from 7pm-12am.

No way I could've worked those hrs if I hadn't been using.


now that would make sense if you were using amphet or another stimulants, Heroin does exaclty the opposite

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« Reply #717 on: September 20, 2019, 01:05:28 PM »
now that would make sense if you were using amphet or another stimulants, Heroin does exaclty the opposite

So you've used heroin?

How much? For how long?

I don't care for stims, sure as hell not amphetamine.

Actually I had a gf when I first got out of prison who had a script for Adderall. I took a 20mg tab one day thinking it'd be ok for pre-workout. Didn't do shit. Next day tried 40mgs. Again, didn't do shit. A 25mg ephederine affects me more, and I wasn't gonna waste her pills.

And I have insomnia, so I do t even drink caffeine past 4/5pm.

Opiates don't affect everybody the same.

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« Reply #718 on: September 20, 2019, 01:12:22 PM »
So you've used heroin?

How much? For how long?

I don't care for stims, sure as hell not amphetamine.

Actually I had a gf when I first got out of prison who had a script for Adderall. I took a 20mg tab one day thinking it'd be ok for pre-workout. Didn't do shit. Next day tried 40mgs. Again, didn't do shit. A 25mg ephederine affects me more, and I wasn't gonna waste her pills.

And I have insomnia, so I do t even drink caffeine past 4/5pm.

Opiates don't affect everybody the same.
I have used speed and opiates, I know what they both do...not sure why they work the other way around on you, Im sure science cant explain it either.

You were taking lethal levels(to 99% of the population) of opioids and not only were you not tired and drowsy you claimed to be working 20 hours a day and training clients and not one person noticed?

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« Reply #719 on: September 20, 2019, 01:18:38 PM »
I have used speed and opiates, I know what they both do...not sure why they work the other way around on you, Im sure science cant explain it either.

You were taking lethal levels(to 99% of the population) of opioids and not only were you not tired and drowsy you claimed to be working 20 hours a day and training clients and not one person noticed?


Nobody knew until I went to rehab and told them when I got back.

Lethal to people with zero opiate tolerances.

The amounts of opiates in me in the hospital would also be lethal to people with no tolerance, and I hadn't used for quite a while at that time.

Has to do with enzymes in your liver that break down certian drugs.

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« Reply #720 on: September 20, 2019, 01:27:21 PM »
120 K worth of heroin in a few months time and you would be 6 feet under buddy.

In my defense,my criminal exploits have a happy ending as I turned my life around completely.

Helped out many people in AA and There were no war stories,just personal experiences people share because they can relate.........helped out tons of PT clients lose mega amounts of weight and helped aspiring bodybuilders place in or win contests.

These days,I strive to always do the next right thing............at times I fall short,but I keep on trying.

I have even helped tons of guys on this board with training and nutition advice..............no charge because I don`t care about money.


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« Reply #721 on: September 20, 2019, 01:33:26 PM »
Nobody knew until I went to rehab and told them when I got back.

Lethal to people with zero opiate tolerances.

The amounts of opiates in me in the hospital would also be lethal to people with no tolerance, and I hadn't used for quite a while at that time.

Has to do with enzymes in your liver that break down certian drugs.
YOU SIR ARE AN ATTENTION WHORE AND A TOTAL BULLSHITTER AND I`M FAR FROM DONE WITH YOUR LYING ASS.

I GOT PM`s REMEMBER ?

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« Reply #722 on: September 20, 2019, 01:36:24 PM »
YOU SIR ARE AN ATTENTION WHORE AND A TOTAL BULLSHITTER AND I`M FAR FROM DONE WITH YOUR LYING ASS.

I GOT PM`s REMEMBER ?

Post'em

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« Reply #723 on: September 20, 2019, 01:38:12 PM »
120 K worth of heroin in a few months time and you would be 6 feet under buddy.

In my defense,my criminal exploits have a happy ending as I turned my life around completely.

Helped out many people in AA and There were no war stories,just personal experiences people share because they can relate.........helped out tons of PT clients lose mega amounts of weight and helped aspiring bodybuilders place in or win contests.

These days,I strive to always do the next right thing............at times I fall short,but I keep on trying.

I have even helped tons of guys on this board with training and nutition advice..............no charge because I don`t care about money.



A few months? How long do you think I used it?

And look at you, trying to explain yourself to me as if you think I care. Lol

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Re: ESF
« Reply #724 on: September 20, 2019, 01:47:36 PM »
A few months? How long do you think I used it?

And look at you, trying to explain yourself to me as if you think I care. Lol
You care or you wouldn`respond.

I`m living rent free in your empty head! LOL  ;D