Dude..............I can`t believe that you are still crying about this.
This is probably the 4th. or 5th. time you`ve brought this up over the years
Move on Matt....please,I`m beginning to fear for your mental health. 
Same here, Tim.
I did a full psychological assessment in 2016. No issues - just cusp autism. But...I hold grudges like you can't imagine.
I have no idea how people are able to let go of major things. I can't let go of any injustice, even small ones. Example: a friend of mine is a horticulturalist in Thunder Bay. Her female boss THREATENED TO KILL HER and her two female co-workers over apparently not doing great work on some plants...now, the death threats was not actually a serious one, but I suggested she record her.
Apparently the unions in Ontario [or all of Canada] don't allow recordings to be used against employees [

]. Haha, WTF? Maybe it's just her union - C.U.P.E.
I have no idea how non-autistics deal with this shit.
Also, 90% of autistics [most autistics are male] are single and unemployed... although, I don't consider self-employment to be unemployment...but they share in common the inability to put up with the bullshit of punching someone's clock. I am impressed with what autistics [like in math, for example]...but I am also impressed with normal people putting up with such bullshit at work, in marriage, etc.
I think normal people can tolerate more injustice. I can't. And I literally hold grudges forever, if a person doesn't apologize to me.
Oh...not with you. I just found the rules of Mayhem to be ridiculous. Way too much pro ass-kissing. The anti-Getbig... it's almost like we hate bodybuilding on here.

So yes...I do fear for my mental health somewhat. I overthink things like CRAZY...but I also thrive being alone. I don't know if you are familiar with my now-defunct bodybuilding website [Bodybuilding Pro], but I literally pieces that entire website together by myself. I just try to focus my autism into projects like that, stay single, and thrive being alone.
Also... isn't it a coin toss that people not only break up...but even DESPISE one another? I don't want to lose my female friends! This is where I don't understand "normal" behaviour sometimes.
So...to summarize - yes, I do fear for my mental health! That said, I am a massive hypochondriac...and I manage it ok!
Also...you obviously made a choice not to massively abuse gear...do you ever worry about pros like DeAsha? It's hard for me to even watch bodybuilding with so many deaths in the past ~15 years...I say I fear for their health. I'm not entirely joking...I just worry that any of them can suffer a sudden death. Bah!