2019 British Grand Prix - Nathan DeAsha 11 days out from

[wes]

Of course I remember your website......visited it quite often.

In my defense,I only moderated the way I did on Mayhem because that was what Chad wanted and that was what he expected from us.

He wanted it to be a serious site with no trolling...........at times,even non-trolling was considered trolling,sadly enough.

I`ve got quite a few psychological problems myself,always have had,so I can relate to some degree.

All the best bud!  

[IRON CROSS]

Yeah, this guy has a strange physique.  Downright bizarre, really.

Results of muslims inbreeding 

[Royalty]

Why is everyone acting like they’ve never seen Nathan DeAsha before? He has been competing as a pro for at least 3-4 years. He has been in the Olympia a couple times.

[Al Doggity]

Same here, Tim.

I did a full psychological assessment in 2016. No issues - just cusp autism. But...I hold grudges like you can't imagine.

I have no idea how people are able to let go of major things. I can't let go of any injustice, even small ones. Example: a friend of mine is a horticulturalist in Thunder Bay. Her female boss THREATENED TO KILL HER and her two female co-workers over apparently not doing great work on some plants...now, the death threats was not actually a serious one, but I suggested she record her.

Apparently the unions in Ontario [or all of Canada] don't allow recordings to be used against employees []. Haha, WTF? Maybe it's just her union - C.U.P.E.

I have no idea how non-autistics deal with this shit.

Also, 90% of autistics [most autistics are male] are single and unemployed... although, I don't consider self-employment to be unemployment...but they share in common the inability to put up with the bullshit of punching someone's clock. I am impressed with what autistics [like in math, for example]...but I am also impressed with normal people putting up with such bullshit at work, in marriage, etc.

I think normal people can tolerate more injustice. I can't. And I literally hold grudges forever, if a person doesn't apologize to me.

Oh...not with you. I just found the rules of Mayhem to be ridiculous. Way too much pro ass-kissing. The anti-Getbig... it's almost like we hate bodybuilding on here.

So yes...I do fear for my mental health somewhat. I overthink things like CRAZY...but I also thrive being alone. I don't know if you are familiar with my now-defunct bodybuilding website [Bodybuilding Pro], but I literally pieces that entire website together by myself. I just try to focus my autism into projects like that, stay single, and thrive being alone.

Also... isn't it a coin toss that people not only break up...but even DESPISE one another? I don't want to lose my female friends! This is where I don't understand "normal" behaviour sometimes.

So...to summarize - yes, I do fear for my mental health! That said, I am a massive hypochondriac...and I manage it ok!

Also...you obviously made a choice not to massively abuse gear...do you ever worry about pros like DeAsha? It's hard for me to even watch bodybuilding with so many deaths in the past ~15 years...I say I fear for their health. I'm not entirely joking...I just worry that any of them can suffer a sudden death. Bah!

Matt is the prototypical loser who discovered late in life that he can feel better about being an awkward underachiever by blaming everything on "being on the spectrum." 

[Taffin]

Can't such idiots stand in a normal way? Was he born with "O" legs or is that how he always poses? He seems retarded, like most builders so he fits right in

Agree so much with this point.  Advanced ILS?  Well if we're honest a lot of us have been there, right..?  

But the standing semi-relaxed pose in competition appears to be a long forgotten skill.  Looking relaxed yet powerful, rather than a cockerel about to fight!!  Or a kid riding an invisible bike with wide handlebars or something..

Mentzer showing how it's done here  

[Necrosis]

Same here, Tim.

I did a full psychological assessment in 2016. No issues - just cusp autism. But...I hold grudges like you can't imagine.

I have no idea how people are able to let go of major things. I can't let go of any injustice, even small ones. Example: a friend of mine is a horticulturalist in Thunder Bay. Her female boss THREATENED TO KILL HER and her two female co-workers over apparently not doing great work on some plants...now, the death threats was not actually a serious one, but I suggested she record her.

Apparently the unions in Ontario [or all of Canada] don't allow recordings to be used against employees []. Haha, WTF? Maybe it's just her union - C.U.P.E.

I have no idea how non-autistics deal with this shit.

Also, 90% of autistics [most autistics are male] are single and unemployed... although, I don't consider self-employment to be unemployment...but they share in common the inability to put up with the bullshit of punching someone's clock. I am impressed with what autistics [like in math, for example]...but I am also impressed with normal people putting up with such bullshit at work, in marriage, etc.

I think normal people can tolerate more injustice. I can't. And I literally hold grudges forever, if a person doesn't apologize to me.

Oh...not with you. I just found the rules of Mayhem to be ridiculous. Way too much pro ass-kissing. The anti-Getbig... it's almost like we hate bodybuilding on here.

So yes...I do fear for my mental health somewhat. I overthink things like CRAZY...but I also thrive being alone. I don't know if you are familiar with my now-defunct bodybuilding website [Bodybuilding Pro], but I literally pieces that entire website together by myself. I just try to focus my autism into projects like that, stay single, and thrive being alone.

Also... isn't it a coin toss that people not only break up...but even DESPISE one another? I don't want to lose my female friends! This is where I don't understand "normal" behaviour sometimes.

So...to summarize - yes, I do fear for my mental health! That said, I am a massive hypochondriac...and I manage it ok!

Also...you obviously made a choice not to massively abuse gear...do you ever worry about pros like DeAsha? It's hard for me to even watch bodybuilding with so many deaths in the past ~15 years...I say I fear for their health. I'm not entirely joking...I just worry that any of them can suffer a sudden death. Bah!

YOu have poor emotional intelligence and a huge ego which is why you can't let go of things.

Work on those things and you will improve, I deal with ASD all day long.