A psychiatrist and not a psychologist is what you need to talk to. Hopefully the doctor can come up with a plan that's right for you. You have always seemed like a good guy. Never understood your obsession with honesty on what amounts to a shock jock posting board. I'm pulling for you.
Hope you can get off the drugs and at the very least if you need medication it's from a reputable psychiatrist that knows what they are doing and not a script writer jack of all trades general practitioner. These sleeping, depression and anti anxiety drugs are not side effect free. Positive gains have to be weighed against the negative. Know a guy who got on depression drugs and can't get off them. Every time he tries he feels electrical zaps in his brain and feels major withdrawal. The drug he's taken has taken away all libido and he can't get it up anymore. The doctor told him if you don't have a sex drive why do you need erections? He to my amazement agreed with the doctor.
Get well Prime.
It does seem like a weird posting board to honestly talk about personal experiences, I agree. I've always liked to keep things real. Most men don't talk honestly enough around or to other men. Maybe that's why it can be off-putting for some folks.
Don't even get me started on libido issues. I could write volumes on dealing with ED and lack of libido. I didn't know until I looked up the side effects of Trazodone use that it destroys the natural sensors in the brain from the nerves by fucking up natural serotonin production. Anti-depressants are a real erection killer.
I am well. Well, as well as usual. This tread was meant share my experience and to inform other folks about Trazodone withdrawal and how it plays out with some people.