ESF, I like your posts and this is not an attack, but can you break them up a little better? It’s difficult to read. Thanks hoss.
No basketball.
I could dunk and shoot 3's all day, but dribbling and the rest?
Forget it.
Baseball, wrestling, and football were my thing... Could even play volleyball and tennis, burlt schedules meshed..
Anyways...how did that slip out?
I probably told her, like i tell all the girls, that I don't care what you did before me or if you smell like Primemuscle (obviously I do.. well, I DID.. at least more back then...
Now, yrs later I care less and less, because there's no way a girl could have as many partners as I have, unless she's a porn-star.. unfortunately, ran into a couple of those over the years.. like the Korean girl a couple yrs ago. "Why do you have 90k IG followers? And why do you have a 2nd IG page withn70k followers?"
Says "oh, I'm a model".. oh, ok, I thought.
She catches me counting out $13k in $1k stacks on her coffee table and doesn't think twice, other than saying "I respect your hustle.
I don't care what you do, so long as it doesn't put my kids at risk (she had a 16b& 18yr old ...tgeb18yr old who she just bought a black Hellcat fo, for his birthday or graduation present...
I forget, it was just after 4th of July '16)... Normally, girls flip out when then see me counting money, she didn't care.. shoulda been a red flag.
Wasn't till about 6-8wks later I put 2'n 2 together & realized she wasn't just a "model", she was a porn-star..... Just like a girls couple yrs earlier I thought was just a pretty, smart Filipina who was a pilot and engineer (aeronautical engineering degree.. saw it with my own eyes)... Girlnpaid for EVERYTHING when I drove down to San Diego every week. Drove a big black truck at the time, she paid for full tank of gas soon as i got there, Friday nights, as we went for all you can eat sushi, which she paid for .
Paid for sushi the next day noon, AND dinner, as well as Sunday either lunch or dinner (that's at least 4 sushi dinners she paid for every weekend.... $70-90ea cuz she had her son with her... More on that later)... Girl had her son calling me "daddy" by day #2 (Saturday), after deepthroating my 8" dick the previous (1st) night.
Shoulda been a red flag, nobody can deep-throat me without a few weeks of practice, at least.... Then, a few weeks later, maybe a month, i find out she's pregnant.... No way it ould be mind, with the amount of steroids I was on, and the kind of steroids (Tren... The forearm pic on my IG is taken at like 4am after fucking her brains out for an hour and going to her kitchen for some water. Pic was taken by her stove.).... End up taking her, and her son, to Planned Parenthood Christmas Eve morning for an abortion (merry fucken Xmas, eh??) & Taking her son down to Jack n the Box for breakfast and a walk around San diego.bay while she got whatever dudes baby who nutted inside her a month before me, vacuumed out (while she swore she hadn't fucked anybody for at least 6months before she met me... girl.... Willfull bliss I guess... She was super fucken pretty, Filipino girl, and a burlesque dancer, not a stripper.... And made a ton of $$$).....
Anyway, found out after getting called down to San Diego to her work to "escort" her tweaker baby daddy (OH! btw, who she also happened to mention on the first night, they "used to do meth and fuck all day" AFTER I'd told her the same thing intell ALL the girls, I don't wanna hear ANYTHING About her previous sex-life/dudes... Wtf is with these dumb girls??? Like would they like to hear I've fucked 130+ girls the first night I met them?Huh Seriously, what.. the... Fuck..
?i go into these "dates" thinking "this is pretty girl. Maybe I can be with her for years, if not the rest of my life" I never (well, rarely, maybe 5% of the time) think I'm just gonna meet the girl, fuck her and never seen her again..... I have kinda high standards, so all the girls ive slept with are more/less fucking gorgeous (usually Asian/Viet/Lao/Hmong/Chinese/Japanese/Cambodian, south American Mayan-looking Mexican/Guatamalan girls(my 2nd to last baby momma)... Brazilian.. Chilean girls with big dark eyes (my last baby momma)......
So every girl I fuck, I'm expecting to see the next day, next week, next month, etc.....so when I sat 120-130 girls, that's 120-130 disappointments.... Including the girls I have kids with, unfortunately 😔.including the girls(girl) id give my left arm for..,...
I'm getting off track (been coming back to this post off n on for like an hour while cleaning. My kitchen lol)... The Filipino girl who was like I sugar Mama to me in San Diego fill my gas tank and find me sushi for fuck 6, 9, 12 months?, Anyways, I find out that how just one kid, her son that she lives with, she has three kids, including two other girls that were x I guess husband? I forget if she was actually married or not, but ex baby daddy actually got custody of her two daughters. how funked-up do it does a girl have to be to lose custody of her two daughters to her tweaker baby daddy?
And this dude was obviously a fucking hardcore tweaker bomb loser. Skinny as fuck, talked like a tweaker, looked like a tweaker... just a fucking piece of shit (probably like how Wes looks/talks/acts).... And this bitch lost custody to him(? Wtf?). Even know when I met her she was always like clean-cut professional-looking, gorgeous.
An added used drugs for I guess years at least a couple years if not two or three or four. All she would do is drink on weekends, but rarely even around me. However this dumb girl did let it slip out, like it seems they always do, that when she drinks she gets horny. And her letting me know that she would drink on the weekends..... obviously, that's not something that I would want to know, affter everything already told her what I DO NOT want to know, and knowing she already went out weekends and drank (which ment she likely fucked dudes every weekend...
Again, willful bliss... Pretending I didn't already. Know she was a how).....
....anyways it's 3am, and I've been coming back to this post since like midnight in between taking out the trash and folding clothes. (I can't even remember the title of the thread.. all I know if I'm talking about lying, pretty/gorgeous girls... Oh, I guess over 35.. this bitch was like 3-4yrs younger than me at the time)...
.. that's enough for now.
