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« Reply #50 on: December 21, 2019, 10:48:30 PM »
Another one. I read the top line - then a paragraph size of blank space. Then the link but it’s in black and doesn’t look like the blue “hyperlink” ones


My link had the "S" removed so must be something on Mars.

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« Reply #51 on: December 21, 2019, 11:11:22 PM »
Here is the coding for the Youtube link...I put the "s" after http...





Here they are without the "s"








Edit:On my computer the above links all work when I click on this post....


and below, the characters are converted to a jpg.  (its the only way not to trigger them as links)

Those look dead on balls accurate. I just like saying that - not even sure if it makes sense here.  ;D

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« Reply #52 on: December 21, 2019, 11:23:14 PM »
Easily the biggest "problem" many people have with the Nazarene is their own inability to follow his teachings.  It is easy to say the words but oh so difficult to live them.   The Christ taught this in the parable of the two sons wherein only one did the will of his father even though he said he would not and the other simply professed to do his father's will but in the end, did not do as he promised.  "Which of the two did the will of his father?"

I find no fault in what Jesus of Nazareth taught.  The fault lies in men. Actually in men and women who lie.  False ministers and believers are abundant.  I am no minister, let alone a true believer and so I will not lie to you and say that I am either.  

An example of a whited sepulcher is that worthless pig, Joel Osteen.



I heard that Osteen had a lot of critics, although admittedly, I have not followed his work.

I would like to be saved.  Do you have any suggestions on how I can achieve this?  I wouldn't want eternal damnation to happen to my worst enemy - let alone the majority of the population.

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« Reply #53 on: December 22, 2019, 01:59:51 AM »
Matt,     to be saved you need to accept that God sent Jesus into the world.    That Jesus paid the price for you on the cross and died in your place.  God raised Jesus from the dead by the power of his holy spirit.    You are reconciled to God by what Jesus did.   You accept these things and you have no condemnation in your life and have a place in eternity.    We are all just pilgrims here.

You were bought back at a price.    You overcome the evil only through the blood of Jesus in your life and the word of YOUR testimony speaking for Christ.
It is not easy,  and life is hard.  We all fall,   accept what you can't change and be grateful in your life for what you have.   

 But the peace Jesus gives you is something the world can't give you. 

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« Reply #54 on: December 22, 2019, 02:05:06 AM »
Matt,     to be saved you need to accept that God sent Jesus into the world.    That Jesus paid the price for you on the cross and died in your place.  God raised Jesus from the dead by the power of his holy spirit.    You are reconciled to God by what Jesus did.   You accept these things and you have no condemnation in your life and have a place in eternity.    We are all just pilgrims here.

You were bought back at a price.    You overcome the evil only through the blood of Jesus in your life and the word of YOUR testimony speaking for Christ.
It is not easy,  and life is hard.  We all fall,   accept what you can't change and be grateful in your life for what you have.   

 But the peace Jesus gives you is something the world can't give you.   

This is really unfortunate news for me, because with the DEEPFAKE videos coming out, I am questioning my own reality at this point.

It's not that I disbelieve Jesus as saviour...it's that I don't know one way or another what is true.

And I think it's extreme to have to face unending hellfire for that.  But I guess I have no control over that.

I wish God did not give me a brain that has doubt like this.  If I believed Him just to believe Him, he would know I am lying.

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« Reply #55 on: December 22, 2019, 02:14:11 AM »
Matt,   just give yourself some time to search for the answers.   Really look into it,  and I will be willing to bet that the road will open up before you without too much looking.  
Don't be hard on yourself and just do your best.   Doctrines of evil are what marks these times.   Everything but Christ.  

Pilate said to Jesus   "What is truth?"      Truth is a man who showed us what God was like and made a way back for each of us.    All we had to do was believe.  

It all comes down to your free will.     Its not forced on you it has to be your free choice what to believe.    There is a door you must walk through but no one can take that walk for you.

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« Reply #56 on: December 22, 2019, 02:19:11 AM »
Everyone is going to die at some point. Death is inescapable.

Thanks for that deep insight.

Just keep typing as many words as you can no matter how pointless it is. You only live once.

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« Reply #57 on: December 22, 2019, 03:35:23 AM »
The greatest pleasure in this life of ours is doing that which we ourselves decided was impossible.   I only know an inkling of your pain Wes, my friend. 

But I also understand it and how it affects us all.  There is only one person that can, if you will, "save" you from yourself.   If I were still a man of faith you would be in my prayers.  As it is, I offer you my hopes for you and your family and those include a long life filled with good memories yet to be made.  No man dies alone who has a lifetime of memories within him.  You have many more yet to create, my brother.

In all ways and for always, be well.


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« Reply #58 on: December 22, 2019, 04:06:32 AM »
Everyone is going to die at some point. Death is inescapable.
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You are wrong here buddy. I am going to get Basile to build a terminator like exoskeleton for me to live on in. With fully supinated arms and whatnot. I will then attach a hardware brain to the skeleton, where SMM will upload my consciousness into it, and it will be a liquid nitrogen cooled processor with some quantum computer chips.

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« Reply #59 on: December 22, 2019, 02:48:36 PM »
As a non-Christian, won't I suffer eternally just for that?

If you believed this, you'd become a Christian.

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« Reply #60 on: December 22, 2019, 04:19:01 PM »
If you believed this, you'd become a Christian.

The thing is, I honestly don't know.  But as best as I am aware, I am set for suffering eternal damnation upon death.  Literally a fate worse than being burned alive for eternity.  I'm sad that this is going to happen to me, and obviously very scared about it too.

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« Reply #61 on: December 22, 2019, 04:29:40 PM »
The thing is, I honestly don't know.  But as best as I am aware, I am set for suffering eternal damnation upon death.  Literally a fate worse than being burned alive for eternity.  I'm sad that this is going to happen to me, and obviously very scared about it too.

You will go to hell and your eternal damnation will be to power bottom for Goodrum for all eternity.

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« Reply #62 on: December 22, 2019, 05:09:36 PM »
"No more negative waves baby."   -Oddball
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« Reply #63 on: December 22, 2019, 05:26:02 PM »
Mr. Vince Basile, 1970 Mr. Canada, has found a way to live on when he dies. No matter what, Mr. Basile's invention of the Bicep Supination will still be there, waiting for the big moment to be rebuilt and be part of an actual gym. Kind of like how Pinocchio strove becomes a real boy. Or, similarly, how Forky from Toy Story 4 knew he wasn't trash, but a toy to make children happy. Mr. Basile has a higher purpose and that purpose will live through the Bicep Supination Machine.

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« Reply #64 on: December 22, 2019, 06:55:21 PM »
You will go to hell and your eternal damnation will be to power bottom for Goodrum for all eternity.

 :( :'( :-X

This is EXACTLY what I'm talking about.  And I know you know more than me on this topic, and that's all there really is to know.  I have some knowledge on matters that exist beyond my ontology - you have much more knowledge on matters that exist beyond my/your - indeed OUR - ontology.

Thus, who does it stand to reason that I would trust to understand this issue?  You?  Or I?

Obviously you!!!

Whether I'm sitting in the current room I am in reading and posting on Getbig for the rest of my for eternity, or acting as Vince Goodrum CSN MFT's power-bottom for all of eternity, what difference does it actually make?

As much as I may be enjoying Getbig in this room right now - it would likely become hell far before the billion year mark - and with billions of more years left to go after that - it would become increasingly more hellish with each additional thread view.

Bottoming for a Negro amateur bodybuilder with a penis in excess of eight inches for all of eternity is obviously a far worse fate to most people than being in a room posting on Getbig for eternity, but even a small room with a bed can become hell, if made to stay there for a long enough time.

In other words, regardless of what happens to me, it looks like I am going to spend the rest of my life suffering from eternal damnation for the sins I committed in this life.  I'm fucked...basically.

It's just depressing to know that the very moment I die, I will immediately experience torture on par with the worst possible punishment humanity has ever doled out, and that there is nothing that I can do about it.  :-[

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« Reply #65 on: December 22, 2019, 07:00:02 PM »
Just to let you guys know,I haven`t drank or gotten high,just stressed out with doctors callimgme umpteen times a day...................ve ry stressful and is taking its toll on my anxiety disorderr.

I realize I have to stay stromg as this is only the begginoing of a hsrd road but I`m npot built for this shit.................... .but I guess I have to be.

Re-Reading the first page of this post,I was pissed cuz even I didn`t know WTF I was spewing !!  LOL  ;D

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« Reply #66 on: December 22, 2019, 07:19:43 PM »
Just to let you guys know,I haven`t drank or gotten high,just stressed out with doctors callimgme umpteen times a day...................ve ry stressful and is taking its toll on my anxiety disorderr.

I realize I have to stay stromg as this is only the begginoing of a hsrd road but I`m npot built for this shit.................... .but I guess I have to be.

Re-Reading the first page of this post,I was pissed cuz even I didn`t know WTF I was spewing !!  LOL  ;D

Better to get pissed off than pissed on.  Or something to that effect...Be well, my friend.

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« Reply #67 on: December 22, 2019, 07:25:03 PM »
Better to get pissed off than pissed on.  Or something to that effect...Be well, my friend.

Matter of perspective.  I'd let Ms. Soto piss on my balls.

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« Reply #68 on: December 22, 2019, 07:33:22 PM »
Matt,     to be saved you need to accept that God sent Jesus into the world.    That Jesus paid the price for you on the cross and died in your place.  God raised Jesus from the dead by the power of his holy spirit.    You are reconciled to God by what Jesus did.   You accept these things and you have no condemnation in your life and have a place in eternity.    We are all just pilgrims here.

You were bought back at a price.    You overcome the evil only through the blood of Jesus in your life and the word of YOUR testimony speaking for Christ.
It is not easy,  and life is hard.  We all fall,   accept what you can't change and be grateful in your life for what you have.   

 But the peace Jesus gives you is something the world can't give you. 

how does that work?

I wasn't around 2000 years ago and never asked the dude to die for me


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« Reply #69 on: December 22, 2019, 07:36:06 PM »
how does that work?

I wasn't around 2000 years ago and never asked the dude to die for me



Don't worry about it.  I just got off the POTs line with him and he said you weren't part of the plan.  So get along with your IOL kiddo. 

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« Reply #70 on: December 23, 2019, 06:51:02 AM »
Just to let you guys know,I haven`t drank or gotten high,just stressed out with doctors callimgme umpteen times a day...................ve ry stressful and is taking its toll on my anxiety disorderr.

I realize I have to stay stromg as this is only the begginoing of a hsrd road but I`m npot built for this shit.................... .but I guess I have to be.

Re-Reading the first page of this post,I was pissed cuz even I didn`t know WTF I was spewing !!  LOL  ;D

I get the idea you've come through some rough times to get where you are, so you've got what it takes to endure suffering and not fold. That's a rare skill. Most people decide to give up when circumstances become unfavorable but you always battled back through.

If our advices about staying the course and fighting the good fight are starting to ring hollow as stressors increase, I'd ask you to remember who you've been and what you've done to get through shit that made others cry uncle.  Honor that man and listen to him when he tells you what he expects of you. He pulled you out of the shit before and he's going to give you good advice now.

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« Reply #71 on: December 23, 2019, 07:48:26 AM »
Just to let you guys know,I haven`t drank or gotten high,just stressed out with doctors callimgme umpteen times a day...................ve ry stressful and is taking its toll on my anxiety disorderr.

I realize I have to stay stromg as this is only the begginoing of a hsrd road but I`m npot built for this shit.................... .but I guess I have to be.

Re-Reading the first page of this post,I was pissed cuz even I didn`t know WTF I was spewing !!  LOL  ;D
You are the man Wes!
I knew you are just letting steam off. (I admit, i was a little concerned).
If anyone can handle this shit its you.
Its great to hear you are back on target!



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« Reply #72 on: December 23, 2019, 07:59:53 AM »
Life sucks, but it is also a blessing.

Wes, let me share one of my simple thoughts on life (a thought which is nowhere as deep or provoking as the views many others have already shared). Consider life and the time we have on this world to be much like a game of musical chairs. As kids, we all played this game or a variant of it at some point. Set number of chairs on the floors with usually a group of people surrounding the chairs, consider this “group” the people born around your time of birth. These people always outnumber said chairs by 1 person and the game, otherwise what I like to call life, starts by the playing of "music", which we will consider to be time. People dance, or what I view as age or live their lives, around these chairs with eager excitement as the music plays, we capture each other's eyes and experience much joy as the music plays with anticipation of who will stay in the game (life). As the music stops, one person ultimately gets disqualified, yet soon-thereafter a chair also gets removed as to guarantee that another person will soon leave the circle of the game (life). Little by little, it gets to the point that the same group of people that started this game (life), are down to just two individuals with one chair standing in between them. Ultimately, only one person grabs that chair once the music stops, the other passes on. What people fail to realize is that even though that last person is deemed the winner of that game and might get some cheap prize, immediately after that quick burst of excitement ends, the last chair is also removed from the floor, thereafter the music ceases to play and the game (life) ends for everyone, including the person that was found sitting on that last chair. Even that person soon realizes that what mattered the most wasn't winning a price or outlasting (outliving) everyone else in the game (life), but that instead the experience of playing the game with their group for as long as they did (be it a short time or long time), with the sound of the music, the emotions experienced, individual connections made & the joy of both victory and defeat is what made the whole thing worth it. Because no matter what, even if you're the first one to leave or the person that gets to sit on that last chair, the game (life) will end for us all. The beauty of it is having had the chance to play the game of life to begin with. You are literally 1 in close to 500 million sperm that made it far enough to open your eyes to this life. Embrace that lottery ticket regardless of what time is left to claim it.

On your days left on this earth, consider that no one who you interact with today will likely be around past another 80 yrs. We are all on borrowed time my friend. We shall all pass on. Enjoy your time left on this earth and be yourself. Don't let agony fuck you up the ass, unless you appreciate getting fucked up the ass and then I would suggest continuing the ass fucking. Ultimately, just live the life you still have.

Again this is one of my simplistic views to life, I hope it adds to your distraction.

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Re: I`ve fucking had it !!
« Reply #73 on: December 23, 2019, 08:22:10 AM »
You could step off the curb and get hit by a truck.

Enjoy being alive for however long it lasts.

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« Reply #74 on: December 23, 2019, 12:45:05 PM »
Just to let you guys know,I haven`t drank or gotten high,just stressed out with doctors callimgme umpteen times a day...................ve ry stressful and is taking its toll on my anxiety disorderr.

I realize I have to stay stromg as this is only the begginoing of a hsrd road but I`m npot built for this shit.................... .but I guess I have to be.

Re-Reading the first page of this post,I was pissed cuz even I didn`t know WTF I was spewing !!  LOL  ;D

This is good to read. Stay feisty. You're "built" to handle much more than you think.

As for doctors constantly calling you, ask them to text you instead or let their calls go to voice mail, which on my phone is translated to text. Of course you may be exaggerating about how often they call.

Take care.