Disgusted - Not Drinking Again!

[Royalty]

Wes, don’t the JAGO bother you. He is a lunatic. This is one of many his previous accounts. He was so humiliated by this thread, that he later tried to fake his own death 


https://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=644927.0

[wes]

What a loser........I remember that thread !!

[JAGO]

Who are you suggesting I am in that thread??

J

P.S. Cheers Wesley

[rocket]

If I want a fucking drink I`ll have a fucking drink, and then I`d come on here and tell everyone  that I  did

Yes.

And then you'll complain about how people believed you.

[JAGO]

Yes.

And then you'll complain about how people believed you.

No doubt in any reasonable persons mind ( 60% of the board who are not Trumpers ) that you are on the sauce. It’s obvious that the loud mouth soup is kicking in. What a waste of a life.

I pity Wesley and his family.

J

[Primemuscle]

You know I`m pretty disgusted with some of you guys who insinuated that I had started drinking again.

I know my stupid "Wal Mart" post was typed hastily with my one finger typing and sounded quite ridiculously stupid, but I would never ever give up my 18 years of sobriety even with this lung cancer shit I got going on.

Without my sobriety I have nothing so all of you who called me a drunk or said I crawled back into the bottle can kiss my royal American ass.

Some people here just love to kick people when they are down.............just look at old threads conernong Deerek Anthony for just one example.

The guy was literally dying in front of us and some of you mocked him.

For everyone who has sent me encouraging messages I appreciate it and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

For all of you who think I`m a drunk again you can go suck a dead donkey dick unless of course you already are doing so.

Your post which caused some to be concerned was pretty heated and not absolutely clear about what was happening regarding the tequila. Some people may have misunderstood what you meant. You shouldn't take anything anyone said/posted in response to that comment to heart. It's not worth the upset. Besides, many were just concerned. What's important is that you know you are good...and you are.

Just threw 2 cops,a priest,and some intervention clown off my fucking porch.

Earlier today one of a zillion doctors called which I am fucking sick of called me about an appointment tomororow.

I told the twat that instead I`d be drinking 2 quts. of Tequila,and buying a strong length of rope to hang myself in my barn.

yesterday bI went to WEal mArt and told the cci=untbthere in no uncertain terms that if she didn`t take my 3 week old broken computer back that she had better call the cops.

Just sick of doctors and assholes trying to chump me off.

Needless to say I \got my 400 dollar computer bew vin the box.............who ever heard of a 13 day warrantee.

[wes]

Yes.

And then you'll complain about how people believed you.

I thought I told you to go suck a cock..........run along before your fag boyriend finds another hole to fill.

[wes]

No doubt in any reasonable persons mind ( 60% of the board who are not Trumpers ) that you are on the sauce. It’s obvious that the loud mouth soup is kicking in. What a waste of a life.

I pity Wesley and his family.

J

Hey shit talker why don`t you meet me someplace so I can watch you look down at the ground instead of looking me in the eye.

Like I said,If I want to drink I will I`m too old to be told but instead I think I`ll stay sober just so you can get your rocks off taunting me like a little beta bitchass homo which is what you are.

[wes]

Prime there`s no need to quote what I said....I know exactly what I said and exactly why I said it.

A few years back I told a doctor that if she didn`t stop pestering me I was gonna lay on the railroad tracks and wait for a train to come.

Do you for one minute think that I would really do that?

I said both those things out of frustration............t ry dealing with doctors calling you a minimum of 8-9 times a week setting up appointments,changing appointments,rescheduling,wanting you to travel to great distances just for a 15 minute consultation,etc. etc.

Shit gets old really quick!

I even answer the phone lately and tell them I`m Tims secretary and that Tim isn`t taking any  calls today.

I`ve got a lot on my plate and it hasn`t really even begun yet...........my anxiety disorder has never been this bad.

For anyone who thinks I`m drinking and or thinks I want pity well you`re wrong on both accounts.

Try minding your own fucking business,dont PM me so as not to say I`m seeking pity and don`t bring up my medical issues at all...................af ter all I gotta deal with them not anybody here.

Again I appreciate the support but shove it up your asses if you think I`m drinking or just looking for sympathy.........I`m not built that way.

If this post costs me friends on here then so be it I dont want friends who think I make up things or that I lie about stuff.

Over the years I have been an open book with my private life on here and I haven`t had a drink or a drug in 18 years.....believe whatever the fuck you want to believe I know the truth and that`s all that matters.

Yeah I know post up a few corny childish MELTDOWNS under this post.................... FAGS!!!

[rocket]

If this post costs me friends on here then so be it I dont want friends who think I make up things or that I lie about stuff.

Right, so you want me to read that you say you're drinking again and also never think that you are lying about anything because you shoot straight BUT ALSO you want me to simultaneously know that you are lying in this particular instance.  

That's a tough one to swallow and apparently, I suck some pretty big ones.

Nobody takes this shit serious ordinarily - you just happened to hit people at a very difficult to perceive moment. You'd been quiet, you had your mortality on your mind AND you told us you were drinking AND you were typing like a drunken madman.

So yeah, we thought it, so fucking what?  You then said it wasn't true, we all believed you and moved on.

Nobody is thinking you're a pussy or really overthinking how you're acting, Wes.  Almost none of us know what we would do if we were going through what you are.  You don't judge people on things you don't know shit about.  That isn't pity, that's being fair.

[Primemuscle]

Prime there`s no need to quote what I said....I know exactly what I said and exactly why I said it.

A few years back I told a doctor that if she didn`t stop pestering me I was gonna lay on the railroad tracks and wait for a train to come.

Do you for one minute think that I would really do that?

I said both those things out of frustration............t ry dealing with doctors calling you a minimum of 8-9 times a week setting up appointments,changing appointments,rescheduling,wanting you to travel to great distances just for a 15 minute consultation,etc. etc.

Shit gets old really quick!

I even answer the phone lately and tell them I`m Tims secretary and that Tim isn`t taking any  calls today.

I`ve got a lot on my plate and it hasn`t really even begun yet...........my anxiety disorder has never been this bad.

For anyone who thinks I`m drinking and or thinks I want pity well you`re wrong on both accounts.

Try minding your own fucking business,dont PM me so as not to say I`m seeking pity and don`t bring up my medical issues at all...................af ter all I gotta deal with them not anybody here.

Again I appreciate the support but shove it up your asses if you think I`m drinking or just looking for sympathy.........I`m not built that way.

If this post costs me friends on here then so be it I dont want friends who think I make up things or that I lie about stuff.

Over the years I have been an open book with my private life on here and I haven`t had a drink or a drug in 18 years.....believe whatever the fuck you want to believe I know the truth and that`s all that matters.

Yeah I know post up a few corny childish MELTDOWNS under this post.................... FAGS!!!

It was stupid of me to quote back to you what you posted. As you have now made abundantly clear, you knew exactly what you meant. Some of us just read it wrong or weren't sure about what we were reading. Thanks for clearing this up for us.

When it comes to advice or empathy that seems more like pity to you, I get it and I, for one will try to be more......



Hands off

[JustPlaneJane]

Prime there`s no need to quote what I said....I know exactly what I said and exactly why I said it.

A few years back I told a doctor that if she didn`t stop pestering me I was gonna lay on the railroad tracks and wait for a train to come.

Do you for one minute think that I would really do that?

I said both those things out of frustration............t ry dealing with doctors calling you a minimum of 8-9 times a week setting up appointments,changing appointments,rescheduling,wanting you to travel to great distances just for a 15 minute consultation,etc. etc.

Shit gets old really quick!

I even answer the phone lately and tell them I`m Tims secretary and that Tim isn`t taking any  calls today.

I`ve got a lot on my plate and it hasn`t really even begun yet...........my anxiety disorder has never been this bad.

For anyone who thinks I`m drinking and or thinks I want pity well you`re wrong on both accounts.

Try minding your own fucking business,dont PM me so as not to say I`m seeking pity and don`t bring up my medical issues at all...................af ter all I gotta deal with them not anybody here.

Again I appreciate the support but shove it up your asses if you think I`m drinking or just looking for sympathy.........I`m not built that way.

If this post costs me friends on here then so be it I dont want friends who think I make up things or that I lie about stuff.

Over the years I have been an open book with my private life on here and I haven`t had a drink or a drug in 18 years.....believe whatever the fuck you want to believe I know the truth and that`s all that matters.

Yeah I know post up a few corny childish MELTDOWNS under this post.................... FAGS!!!

Treading close to becoming a whiny, one-trick pony, attention whore.

One more “hey look at me” thread should suffice.

Like you’re the only person in the world who has ever been sick.

[wes]

Right, so you want me to read that you say you're drinking again and also never think that you are lying about anything because you shoot straight BUT ALSO you want me to simultaneously know that you are lying in this particular instance.  

That's a tough one to swallow and apparently, I suck some pretty big ones.

Nobody takes this shit serious ordinarily - you just happened to hit people at a very difficult to perceive moment. You'd been quiet, you had your mortality on your mind AND you told us you were drinking AND you were typing like a drunken madman.

So yeah, we thought it, so fucking what?  You then said it wasn't true, we all believed you and moved on.

Nobody is thinking you're a pussy or really overthinking how you're acting, Wes.  Almost none of us know what we would do if we were going through what you are.  You don't judge people on things you don't know shit about.  That isn't pity, that's being fair.

Personally,I couldn`t care less what you think and I NEVER told you or said I was drinking.

[wes]

Treading close to becoming a whiny, one-trick pony, attention whore.

One more “hey look at me” thread should suffice.

Like you’re the only person in the world who has ever been sick.

Hey dickhead as I`ve said before I started one thread about my ilness..............I never bring it up unless its to respond to somebody else bringing up and addressing me about it..................go look it up bigmouth.

So explain to me how I`m being an attention whore and BTW have you ever had cancer "Just Plain Twa"t ?

[Primemuscle]

Hey dickhead as I`ve said before I started one thread about my ilness..............I never bring it up unless it``s to respond to somebody else bring iy up and addressing me..................go look it up bigmouth.

So explain to me how I`m being an attention whore and BTW have you ever had cancer Just Plain Twat ?

So this word makes it by the moderators/censors but c.u.n.t doesn't? I find that odd for some reason. Not that I think either should be censored.

[wes]

I  merely threatened the doctors that I would buy booze........same way I  thretened to lay on train tracks,

Never bought the boooze or the rope for that matter, and never laid on any train tracks.

Just got sick of the hounding calls is all.

`Id like to see how some of you fucks woukld deal with this shit knowing your days may be numbered.

`Im doing just fine with it most of thde time............acceptan ce ...............look it up.

[JustPlaneJane]

Hey dickhead as I`ve said before I started one thread about my ilness..............I never bring it up unless its to respond to somebody else bringing up and addressing me about it..................go look it up bigmouth.

So explain to me how I`m being an attention whore and BTW have you ever had cancer "Just Plain Twa"t ?

Yawn.

What’s your address, little bitch?

So I can mail you a cheap bottle of Popov and 3 feet of rope.

What a fucking minimum intelligence dunce.

[wes]

Yawn.

What’s your address, little bitch?

So I can mail you a cheap bottle of Popov and 3 feet of rope.

What a fucking minimum intelligence dunce.

OK gimmick this is my last response to you so if you keep posting more bullshit have fun doing so.

[rocket]

`Id like to see how some of you fucks woukld deal with this shit knowing your days may be numbered.

Oh I'd have smoked DMT and conversed with the universe already, so it's fair to say quite differently to you.

[wes]

But no diagnosis as of yet.....why are all these doctors calling?

I already stated if you were payiing attention that I rescheduled my lung biopsy due to bad weather.


My lung biopsy is next week,then I have to have a throat biopsy,then more scans,more apointments called follow ups ever hear of them................... Etc. Etc.

Good enoughh for you?

If not too bad son.

[JustPlaneJane]

OK gimmick this is my last response to you so if you keep posting more bullshit have fun doing so.

Good.

You’re boring anyway.

[Primemuscle]

I already stated if you were payiing attention that I rescheduled my lung biopsy due to bad weather.


My lung biopsy is next week,then I have to have a throat biopsy,then more scans,more apointments called follow ups ever hear of them................... Etc. Etc.

Good enoughh for you?

If not too bad son.

Putting the biopsies off for whatever reason would be enough to make me stressed to the point of being even more loony tunes then I already am. I can deal with anything except not knowing. It took a couple of biopsies to finally see the prostate cancer. Those suckers hurt like shit. Prostate biopsies are done with a needle and multiple samples are taken. If I remember correctly somewhere between 12 and 20 sticks. When I recently had that anal polyp removed, I had the lab results back exactly one week later. Benign is such a beautiful word. All I could think about was what Farrah Fawcett went though when she had anal cancer. Why do we let our minds wander to such scary and dark places. It just doesn't help anything and definitely makes things worse.

[SGT BARNES]

drunk. now fuck off and die in a bottle

[wes]

drunk. now fuck off and die in a bottle

Another cacksucker who hides behind a gimmick account brcause he cant find his balls!!

[JAGO]

Hey shit talker why don`t you meet me someplace so I can watch you look down at the ground instead of looking me in the eye.

Like I said,If I want to drink I will I`m too old to be told but instead I think I`ll stay sober just so you can get your rocks off taunting me like a little beta bitchass homo which is what you are.

ANYTIME- ANYPLACE YOU DRUNK OLD QUEER. OBVIOUSLY POUNDING THE “T” TO BE SO FUCKEN DELUSIONAL, YOU MUST HAVE QUARTS IN YOU. NO MAN ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH WOULD BACK DOWN FROM YOU -

THE INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A FILTHY DRUNK. GO TO A FUCKEN MEETING!!!!